still affects me

I was 18, my height is 1.73, weight 72 kg and do much sport

. My parents have money and I was kidnapped by four men who took me to a rural place. One was a sadist who beat me, to oppose a beating he took a kitchen knife and told me caparía me, while two other men I immobilized was terrified when he reached the 4th kidnapper and ordered them to let go <.../p>

.. It took me by the arm and locked me in a basement I heard arguing and slamming Shortly after the man entered the basement where I had

I trembled with fear and hugged me and told me. Quiet, it will not bother you anymore, if you do let me know began to mourn on his shoulder and stroked. my back, I was naked and do not know why my penis is erect. I felt protected in his arms and grateful. He took my face and started kissing me. I did not oppose kissed me and soon desire and passion. Erectarse sex and felt his hands caressing my ass. Suddenly he stopped and said I had to leave. I was confused and excited.

He returned hours later and asked me to help him bathe. When I saw her naked sex for the first time. It was long and thick, more than mine. Bathe him and he asked me and I saw his sex erectarse in my hands. When finished drying long he kissed me again and asked me to kiss her sex. I did and got dressed and went.

Since that day we swam together caressing and kissing with desire, the second day I met him orally twice and had to masturbate imagining him.

The third day I delayed without haste, I kiss and stroked a long time, very erotically kiss me, I went crazy with desire, and I made love for the first time. tearing a cry of pleasure and pain, and giving me a very intense orgasm to fully sink in my.

There are few times we made love, only I felt protected, loved, desired him as I made love.

From that day for about two months I slept in his arms and I fell for it.

One day I put a hood and took me to a place I knew freeing me, and told me he loved me and I would never forget.

I was released but I felt sad for a time.

They have two years past, I had sex with three black men, but not enjoyed that. Remember still hurts and I feel lonely without your company. I obviously fell in love with it