I (f30) got creampied by a younger guy (M22)

I started working out this year and never really worked out before. I never really worked out before, mainly bc gym memberships were too much and never had a medical reason to do so. I signed up for various classes at the community center and met this guy (lets call him Alex). He’s a tall, black man who is actually really good looking. He 6 ft 2, and about 215 lbs, but has a lot of muscle and is shredded. Im just a 5 ft 4 130 lb Indian woman. He’s been helping me with pilates and other exercises. He’s not a personal trainer, but just really sweet. I’ve went out with lunch for him once a week now, and he always is such a gentleman. He knows im married, and yet compliments me on everything, even more than my husband does. Last week, my husband called and said he was going to be with his friends out late, and I just really needed someone. Alex invited me over to his place. He is a really good cook and made tortillas. We moved to the couch and he showed me Casablanca. He offered me wine and I was hesitant at first- I never drink wine outside of the house. He was gentle and I really trusted him, so we both drank and about half way through the movie, I got really tired and put my head on his chest. He started to rub my hair and kiss my forehead. At this point, I teared up. No man, not even my husband, made me feel as safe and protected as Alex did. I told him everything and he was such a great listener. He turned off the TV and asked me what I wanted to do. I asked just to cuddle in his arms for a while. He held me on the couch, my head emplaced in his muscular chest. He gently rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head while I fell asleep in his arms. We woke up about 3 hours later. My phone went off and my husband called asking where I was. I told him I was spending the night at a friend’s house. Alex also woke up and I could visibly see his friend also waking up. Even from the cresent of his pants, it was huge. I looked down and blushed. He was embarrassed and I assured him that it was ok. I told him that it was huge and asked him if I could touch it. He just looked at me, shocked. I pulled down his pants to see a monster but gentle cock, standing up tall at least 7 inches. My husband was only 5 inches, and that was erect. He just stared at me, not saying anything. I kissed it, and I felt his warm precum start to flow out. I smiled and just licked from the base to the head of his cock slowly, while maintaining eye contact. I felt his breathing start to get heavier. I wanted him to burst huge, but not too fast. I removed my blouse and pants, leaving myself in a bra that barely fit and panties. I started to suck on his balls and he moaned. I went back to licking his dick, and put my tounge on the opening. His breathing got harder, and my pussy got wetter. He told me to wait, and picked me up and carried me to the bedroom, like we were in a movie. He placed me on the bed, stripped me naked, and started to lick my inner thighs. My husband never even put his face near my pussy. This man moved up to my pussy and started to lick something outside of the vagina but still on the labia, he called it the clit. OH MY GOD, I yelled as I felt this rush of energy through my body, an untouched area of myself now being explored. I felt a huge about of cum just flow out as he simply licked me clit. I just needed his cock in me. He played with my pussy for a while before he put his monster cock up to my opening. I knew I would never be the same again. He asked me if I wanted to, and I said yes. As his cock went in, I felt this unimagined feeling like never before. There was a sensation of pain and pure primal satisfaction. I wanted him to just keep fucking me. My limp husband could never compare to him. He kept pounding my pussy and I kept feeling orgasm after orgasm. After a while, his cock started to twitch and I felt my pussy getting tighter around his beast. I put my legs around him and told him to finish inside of me. He kept going until he finished. So much cum shot straight into my cervix and I felt his seed planted. At that moment, I didnt care that I cheated on my husband, Alex was a true alpha male. I never took birth control bc my husband wanted to get pregnant immediately, but apparently he has a low sperm count so it would be hard. I was about 2 weeks away from my period so it was very possible that I was fertile, but it didn’t matter. This man was my future. We cuddled afterwards and I left around 7 Am. The next couple of days, I felt his gooey sperm in deep in my pussy. Its been a week now. I talked to Alex this morning and told him we needed to talk. As far as my husband knows, Alex doesn’t even exist. I may need to get a divorce, bc Alex is black and my husband is Indian, but we will worry about that later. For now, I just want alex