I Kind of Love It

Throughout my entire life, I’ve been grossed out by the idea of sticking anything up my butt. It just seemed wrong and like something that other girls only did if they were really slutty. I mean, what’s the point unless you’re sleeping with a lot of people and worried about getting pregnant?

I was also really worried about how it might change my relationship. Once I’ve let a guy do that, he might stop caring or stop putting in as much work. He also might not respect me as much. I thought that the whole point was that guys ask if they can do anal but never actually want it.

It seemed kind of lazy too. If you aren’t trying in a relationship, it makes it easier to keep someone around without having to put much effort into sex. You can just lay there and let them do whatever they want to you. If you really wanted to try that hard to keep someone, you could just mix things up in other ways or learn how to be better at having sex.

But, I think I’m starting to change my mind. My boyfriend and I talked about it a lot, and we finally tried it. He promised that it wouldn’t change how he thought about me, and I had already been putting in a ton of work into learning how to make sex as good as possible for him. I bought sexy lingerie, surprised him with sex and blowjobs, and even started doing yoga to be more flexible.

And honestly, I sort of thought it was the most amazing thing ever. I knew that other people would judge me if they found out and that it wasn’t something that good girls do, but that made it hotter. I realized that I could do whatever I wanted with my body. Fuck what anybody else thinks.

And it was a little tight, but lube did absolute wonders. We went slow, and it didn’t hurt. There was pressure, but in a good way. I felt free. I didn’t have to worry about the condom breaking or what I would do if I accidentally got pregnant. I could just stay in that moment and focus on my boyfriend’s excited moans.

That was another big part of it. He was so shocked that I was open to it that he didn’t know what to do with himself. He got hard right away and kept telling me that I didn’t have to. I reassured him over and over again, and he slowly got the biggest smile on his face. We fooled around a little bit beforehand, and he was so caring. No one had ever eaten me out so enthusiastically before.

His tongue was everywhere, and he finally realized that he could use his mouth and fingers at the same time. I swear, I came three times in 20 minutes. It probably helped that I was so relaxed. He started out with a finger, and that was the best part. I was pretty sensitive already, and that put me over the top. I couldn’t help squirming a little bit, but he was nice enough to slow down for me.

When the moment of truth finally came, I took a deep breath to prepare for the tip of his cock. It definitely took some time to adjust to it. But thankfully, my boyfriend doesn’t have an enormous dick. It would have been a lot scarier if he did, so his dick is really the perfect size.

I didn’t cum when my boyfriend was fucking me from behind, but I was happy that he did. And I loved how thankful he was afterward. He kept telling me how amazing I was and that he still couldn’t believe we just did that. I was a little annoyed because he came on my ass instead of the sheets, but what he said definitely helped.

The next morning, he asked to do it again, but I could tell that I was already sore. But, he was so happy that we did it that he offered to go down on me again. And I wasn’t going to say no to that. And he really took his time. I can’t remember how many times I came, but when he finally brought his head back up, he was having trouble talking.

When I got home, I fell asleep right away and had the best dream. I woke up and it was already night again. I looked up different tips and tricks for doing anal, which helped me realize that I would need to prepare a lot more to make sure it wouldn’t be as tight in the future. But I definitely want to try it again.