She has potential…

There is a part time much younger Asian female I work with. She always looked super nerdy , big lens glasses , no make up , lane clothing . However I have always been super nice to her , always say hello , ask her how everything is , nod , wave goodbye… just being nice .

However I noticed she has changed up her looks . No more glasses , nicer clothing , little bit of makeup. She came in to work and I she waved at me . I didn’t pick up right right that it was her. Then i acknowledged her with a big smile . “I didn’t recognize you at all … contacts ? “

I asked . She was so awkward and bashful, I believe in her head she was thinking hey I’m getting noticed “ This happened a few more times each time her look got better and better . She always made her way towards me when she was working .

I notice she likes the attention I’m giving her, nothing creepy but just enough . I’m friendly , girls talk to me at work , I would consider myself one of the better looking guys where I work . I think that bothers her, I think she just wants my attention .

So last night she popped into the office and said she needed to pick up some stuff . Her body language was very flirty , she was looking at me intently, she bit her bottom lip a few times . Then we had a uncomfortable pause and she says “ you look really good !” Then turns away and walks towards her desk . I went the other way and was perplexed.

I’m 52 and she’s 20… I’m in a open relationship but I really only dig 35 and up . We are friends on social media … this morning I get messages … apologies, don’t hate me , to I think your the best guy , and where do we go from here ? My wife has told me , I just have to tell her , be honest and don’t bring home a STD. I’m thinking about it , but I’m a machine , i fuck hard … I’m a big guy , solid , wrestler build . She’s tiny , maybe 5ft 2… I think I would break her in half and I’m pretty sure she’s a virgin.

I’m just sitting here thinking what should I do . I’m sure she wants something, I can’t give you a relationship… I can give you sex but it’s either hard rough sex or I tone it down . She’s 20, will my wife think it’s too young … or will she encourage it. Whatever the case this ugly duckling has turned into a very sexy young lady . I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place .