My first time with hard sex

I’m 19 and I’ve been with my boyfriend for just over a year. We’ve always been super hot for each other and we’ve had plenty of sex, you know, regular sex. But yesterday was the first time I really felt like he gave it to me hard, like he used me as his personal sex toy and I just completely let go. I don’t know if it was the weed, the pill he took to stay rock hard, or just that he finally trusted me enough, but I came more than five times and ended up shaking, completely drained, unable to move or say anything except these little muffled moans. And the craziest part? I loved it. I love that he abuses me, that he treats me like his property, that he does whatever he wants to me. I never thought I’d say that, but yesterday I felt it for real.

We decided to skip our college classes and hit up this motel because we were both so fucking horny and had nowhere else to go. It started out normal enough, him kissing me and groping me all over through our clothes, grabbing my tits, rubbing my clit over my jeans, and grinding into me hard like he was already fucking me. By then I was soaking wet and begging him, “please just put it in already.” But he wouldn’t. He kept torturing me for like an hour, even ate me out through my jeans, and fuck, the pressure of his tongue pushing against the denim was driving me insane. I was desperate, pulling his hair, pleading with him.

Finally, after I begged enough, he tied my hands to the headboard with my own belt, blindfolded me, and slowly peeled my clothes off. He kissed and licked every inch of me, from my neck down to my feet. Then he spread my legs and went down on me like never before, his tongue everywhere, fingers deep inside hitting that perfect spot, sucking on my clit until I came so hard my legs were shaking uncontrollably.

Then he told me to keep my eyes closed and not look. He kissed all the way down my body until he reached my feet, started playing with them, held them together, and placed his hard, hot cock right between them. I was already trembling with need, so I started moving my feet slowly, squeezing gently to stroke him. It felt good, but then he said, “wait, let me get some lube so it slides better.” He poured a ton on, and at first it was cold, but then it warmed up and got all slippery between my toes, his wet cock gliding smoothly against my small feet.

What I didn’t realize was that the lube wasn’t just for that. Suddenly he flipped me onto my side, spooning me from behind, kissing my neck and back to distract me, and then without warning, he pushed inside. I just felt that thick head opening me up, skin on skin, no condom. I didn’t know how to react because he’d told me, “I’m about to put on a condom,” but he didn’t. I swear it slipped in so easy because I was so wet and there was all that lube he “used for my feet” that I felt every single inch filling me up completely.

Just so you get the picture, I’m really skinny and tiny, like everything about me is small and delicate, and he’s got 9 inches, which maybe isn’t huge to some people, but for my size it feels massive.

He just stayed there inside me without saying anything, thrusting gently at first but then harder and harder, gripping my hips and going deeper while I trembled. I didn’t know what to think in that moment because he’d tricked me about the condom, but fuck, I loved it.

I was so turned on that I climbed on top of him on the couch across the room, legs spread on either side, feet planted on his thighs, hands around his neck. My small tits were bouncing right in his face with every ride, and he sucked and bit them gently while I sank down deep onto his cock.

Then he said let’s move to the bed. He bent me over face down, and with his dick rock hard, started fucking me deep. I still remember the sound, so fucking hot, my ass slapping against him. He got on top of me, going even deeper, pounding me hard like he wanted to go rougher still.

After that he moved me to that classic red motel couch, same position face down but with my ass slightly higher while he stood. This is where things got really intense. He told me, “I fucked you with love, now I’m gonna fuck you with pure desire.” That got me so hot. He slammed into me harder and wilder than ever before, like completely animal. He choked me hard, told me to say something if it hurt, and I just said, “do whatever you want to me.” He spanked me hard and kept going while recording his wet cock sliding in and out of me.

I got so fucking turned on when he was deep inside and grabbed my ass cheeks to spread them open, watching himself fuck my pussy like I was his personal toy, pressing harder and harder inside me without stopping. I was shaking everywhere, no strength left, just these choked moans because I couldn’t even move. Finally he grabbed my hips and kept fucking me so good 😭, feeling my pussy clench around him, and suddenly I felt his whole body tense up and he squeezed me tighter to cum inside me. I couldn’t move, just lay there breathing hard while he kept thrusting, sighing softly those last few times, emptying completely inside me. Too drained to do anything, I just looked at him kind of shy after everything he’d just done to me, still shaking, not saying a word, just breathing quietly, feeling him drip out of me.

Today I feel weird, but also more his than ever. I love that he uses me, abuses me, treats me like his toy. I don’t know if I want to do it again soon or if I need to process it, but I know I enjoyed the hell out of it.