19F i let my best friend's older brother see me naked in the shower

this happened last year when i was staying over at my best friend’s place for a few nights. i always felt a little weird there because her brother is older and i’ve had this dumb crush on him since i was like fifteen. he’s tall, kind of muscular in that not-even-trying way, and has this lazy, cocky smirk that drives me crazy.

the bathroom door didn’t lock properly. i’d forgotten about that and jumped in the shower early in the morning before anyone was up. i guess i was taking my time, daydreaming about him honestly. when the door creaked open i froze. i called out, thinking it was my friend, but his voice answered back sounding just as surprised.

i could hear him apologizing, but he didn’t leave right away. he mumbled something about grabbing his razor and i peeked past the curtain to see him standing there shirtless, tattoos on display, hair all messy from sleep. i think he was embarrassed but didn’t know how to back out.

instead of screaming or yelling at him i got bold. i pulled the curtain a little more open so he could see my bare shoulder and asked if he liked the view. he looked like he was about to combust.

he didn’t run. he just stared with this hungry look i’ll never forget. i turned around slowly, giving him a full view, letting the water trail down my back and over my butt. i loved watching his eyes go dark and his breath get all heavy.

he ended up stepping closer. his hand brushed my hip. i told him he could help wash me if he wanted. he did. he was so gentle at first, his fingers sliding over my soapy skin, but it didn’t stay innocent for long. i turned around to face him completely naked and pressed up against him, feeling him hard against my thigh through his boxers.

it didn’t go further than some very heated, slippery touching, but it felt electric. i don’t know if he ever told his sister what happened. i never did. but when i think about it now, i get wet all over again remembering how bad he wanted me and how much i wanted him to see me.