An Accidental Glimpse Across the Courtyard

This afternoon around 4 pm I was in my living room and looked out the window toward the apartment building across the courtyard. His curtains were half open.

My neighbor (home from uni break) was lying completely naked on his bed, headphones on, phone propped on his chest, stroking himself openly. No blanket or anything covering him.

God, he’s ridiculously hot, tall, lean but toned from whatever sport he does, messy dark hair, sharp jawline, that effortless hot-guy vibe. I’ve noticed him for ages walking through the courtyard.

I froze for a few seconds just staring. He opened his eyes and glanced toward my window, but I was standing back in the shadows of the room, so I’m pretty sure he didn’t see me. He kept going for another moment before rolling onto his side facing away.

It was maybe 5 seconds total, but my heart was racing after. We’ve exchanged smiles and small talk in the stairwell/elevator tons of times. Now I feel so awkward knowing I just watched that.

Anyone else ever catch a ridiculously attractive neighbor like that without them knowing? How do you act chill the next time you run into them?