Huge dick ruined my entire sex life

Back when I was in my teens and until now, sex was never that enjoyable for me and it was difficult to get into it, it was more something I did for my boyfriends and the occasional times I was horny. All of my boyfriends during then were I’m guessing average or a bit below and they weren’t very confident or in the zone when we had sex so it became a bit of a chore, I guess during that time I must have attracted those types of men. I took a break from dating for a year to work on myself.

During college when I was 18 I met him. He was the same year, tall, blonde, so fit and had this radiating confidence that just drew me to him, it was almost scary sometimes. He showed me what a healthy confident man actually is, and he was so funny and in the moment it was so magic being around him. I’d be lying if I said what he was packing didn’t cross my mind on a few occasions and think I noticed a large bulge in his pants when I checked him out. He was like no one I ever met before.

After a few amazing first few dates I couldn’t take it anymore, we were having sex that night, I was so excited. He took charge of almost everything and the bedroom was no exception. He led me but was gentle and caring at the same time; I felt so safe and was able to relax. His foreplay and oral was miles better than I’ve had before, he actually made me cum a few times just from that.

When he took off his pants I was flabbergasted but not at all surprised; he was huge, easily bigger soft than my previous boyfriends hard, my jaw dropped and I went “I knew it!” he just grinned and pulled me in.

When he finally got hard I couldn’t believe it, it was absolutely magnificent. That was nothing compared to when we made love.

Sex was pure heaven, after just a few minutes of entering me slowly and making sure I’m comfortable it turned into what was and continues to be the best sex of my life.

I’ve never been dominated in such a strong but gentle way, that changed that night.

I’ve never had someone go so deep and reach places I didn’t even know existed, that changed that night.

I’ve felt pleasure sometimes but never felt so much consistent, intense euphoric pleasure waving through my body, that changed that night.

I’ve never experienced every orgasm be so intense that they send shockwaves through my entire body and make it shake wildly and uncontrollably and linger for what feels like an eternity, that changed that night.

I’ve moaned before, but I’ve never made noises I didn’t know I could make and so loud too(I’ve been told lol), that changed that night.

After he finished and it ended with me in a sweaty, crying hoarse mess that night I said to myself “I’m never leaving this man”

I’ve felt so loved, cared for, so fulfilled and so in love with this man, on top of that him having an amazing dick AND knowing how to use it in a way that literally changed the way I view sex is a godsend.

Unfortunately he ghosted me after that night and when I approached him in college he just said “I’m not ready for a serious relationship yet”. I was pretty frustrated after that and all the dicks I had after him (although there weren’t many) were mostly a joke compared to his size. So yes guys, size does matter a lot xD