I let a daddy cum in me on Saturday. twice.

I’m really struggling with my thoughts right now haha.

On Saturday, I (30f) met this older guy I had been talking to who was in his late 40s after a few drinks. I’m newly single and honestly wanted him so I was down for whatever happened.

Anyways, Long story short, I happily went home with him and what I honestly thought was gonna be hs making out and me giving him a bj turned into some raunchy sex haha.

At one point he’s on top of me and I can tell he’s close and honestly I’m thinking he’s gonna do something cool a quick pullout or put it on my face. Then I hear the panting and im like “ohhhh. No.” And I know he’s full force cumming inside of me. I think he realized his mistake most of the of the way through and tried to pull out but like it’s too late so might as well enjoy it haha.

He PROFUSELY apologized after and offered to make me cum and eat me out and honestly I was like YEP you sure are gonna give me a great time because I’m about to have it take the pill tomorrow and fuck up my hormones lol.

But after a few minutes of him going down and (doing amazing at it to be fair lol) I could kinda tell he’s wants it again. So long story short I lite him fuck me Nd I let him cum inside me again. Like why not at that point lol

To be completely honest, I’ve had sex a fair amount of times but he’s literally the first guy to cum inside me. I’m really struggling with that and I want it again but I CANT. Do that again.