One month without sex challenge..

So me and and my bf started a challenge for ourselves to try a month without having any kinda sex or teasing. For the background we are really sexual activ,we had two weeks in witch we used to do it every day,now when we are not actually doing it,we tease eachother a lot and we use a lot of oral sex too. So that’s why we wanted to start the challenge to see if we can resist. At first I was really good with the idea but to tell the truth,I can’t anymore,it’s been almost 14 days and I’m dying,we see each other every day almost and like yesterday the mood to fuck was perfect,the room was smelling nice I was wearing a bra and my sexy anderwear and he was wearing only baggy sweatpants,we started kissing and making out,he puts his hand between my thighs and then- nothing. He said ” ou,yea we have a 30 days challenge” and just kisses my head forehead and leaves. Like what?! I can’t anymore,fuck this challenge,I literally had to take care for myself in the last 3 days cus I literally cannot live like this,but the truth is that I came with the idea, because I thought Its not that hard like some couples say+ I thought the sex after a month without will be more intense and rough. I don’t wanna accept the fact that I can’t resist him, especially for the fact that he said I wouldn’t make it and he said that this challenge is over after I beg him to fuck me,just for his amusement. Im gonna suffer In the last 2 weeks left..