Violation of my life Part 4

apparently had found a way to get raped, the violation for me was now a science, an art rather than a matter of good or bad luck (that depends on whether you like or not)

That night after being raped twice came home walking I was ready to find the internal violator of all men in the world, I began to fantasize in the infinite possibilities.

The truth is that during the following months, kept trying to get the attention of any potential aggressor but I did not succeed, even the workers how rich never cojido me what I saw.

This change of strategy, knew that rapists advantage of opportunities and had to be the one create those opportunities, so one day I went to a sex shop in downtown Mexico City, carrying with me 3,000 pesos to buy toys, I was a good time watching and wondering about all my favorite section, the light vibrators is, I approached a salesperson and offered to help me, I told him that if he needed to be called, the store was empty was just a salesman and a saleswoman, after a while I heard that they talked among themselves, and laughing the looked askance by spherical mirrors security and could see that it was me you talked after the girl got up and said well I better I’m going to eat, back in an hour, took money from the cash and walked, step my mind an idea, something crazy, but worth trying it worth, I had noticed that the store came a curious every 10 or 15 minutes, they came in for a moment and came running with his face to the ground, and to formulate a plan, if getting the seller, which also was not bad looking help me, perhaps a customer to enter the store decided to rape me, it was crazy outlandish and improbable, but by then I knew that only risking wins. I told the guy would I help you? I immediately approached and said, this vibrator seems delicious, but I think it is great’m not sure I can put it completely in the ass, what do you think? Incredibly seller blushed, I thought this guy with this work nothing could sonrojarlo but really puzzled, so I continued How tall? 14 inches responded, that’s obvious I said, it would not be the first time I get something long, it is the width that worries me, and I laughed, the boy laughed too, and dije¿ you believe me it can taste? Stutter a bit and I interrupted, I can use a condom so that it does not get dirty, and if I eat everything I can for my anito buy it. Do you prese? The boy smiled and said okay, you can use it tester lingerie, came with about four vibrators and a lubricant me undress took one of the vibrators, a very realistic latex black, it was as if it were a real penis, about 8 “I put it in my anus and left the dressing room. Is this how he sees me? He ask either replied the boy, no I could believe herself a bitch it was, burned with how hot it was, between back and tried the second and third, always with the same ritual, go and ask the latter was really huge only he went half, because it was so thick that he could not completely introducírmelo, I left the dressing room with vibrator in half and told the Chico Can you help me? He came and told me how? I leaned on a bench with her ass in the air and said strong push it until it all, started to push and vibrator came slowly, then entered a customer who was surprised by the scene, he was about to leave the premises but yell, hey can you help? I could not believe what was going to make was shameless whore. The subject came up and asked how he could help and that is what we did, I explained that I was trying vibrators, and I said, I think if I relax if I will get full, if you allow me to suck his cock insurance I will relax, the subject looked at me with astonishment and disbelief but more unbuttoned his pants and began to suck with all my might, while the seller penetrated me with that huge vibrator, until suddenly the boy said, “I do not I can believe. We walked all “I thanked him and said let me just end the gentleman who so kindly helped us, kept sucking until the client ejaculate in my mouth, suck everything down to the last drop was shed absolutely nothing. The client zipped up and left the premises immediately got dressed keep vibrators in their boxes and went to the counter to pay my new acquisitions, and to give the boy one last surprise. I said, I take four; I check the boxes for the note and realized that one of the anal vibrators about 6 “was not in his box, and told him not to worry, because this took me and winks. Paid put everything into a black bag and left the premises, leaving I came across with the seller, and I must confess that I felt a lot more fucking her.

I found it very comfortable driving the car with that vibrator in the anus, as with the vibrations of the car, stops, bumps, ups and downs I put a thousand and since then was rarely leave home without that toy stuck in my anus. But the years passed and I could not be raped again.

When I turned 20 years I moved alone to an apartment so my game half my life now was no longer just a game, it was a way of life, just back from the office and dressed as a woman, and I handed in filled my games complacency, but soon I began to despair and did not know what to do to feel the pain, the fear and the satisfaction that made me feel the painter, the satisfaction that raped me, even had sex with some friends and friends but the obsession of being raped, that search of my painter, not me could take off, one day I decided to do something that had never dared me to dress as a woman and come out into the world, I was really scared but not I could think of no other way to awaken the interest of a stallion who would rape me. Not catch me, no, that was easy, wanted raped me, they took me by force and introduced me a hard penis with violence and brutality mercilessly regardless of anything my attacker my feelings, as if I was the most despicable whores.

I went shopping, buy a red plaid skirt, white sweatshirt university, I bought a pair of black high heels 12cm platform, I epilate the entire body, it was a ritual that lasted three days everything should be perfect. The end result was amazing, I looked really beautiful, look after every detail, clothes, wig, shoes, perfume everything seemed an innocent whore, so take courage and at 10 pm that June 16, 1994 came out dressed babe of my apartment, I quickly got into my car with the bag on his shoulder and started driving.

Wander around the city without success, but would not give me up so easily, at about 4 am back home and I saw a street as a boy about 26 years old drunk sitting on the sidewalk, I stopped I drove down to the car and sat beside her, but there was something that had not practiced “voice” so I hugged him without saying anything, he looked at me and gave me a delicious kiss, then I bend over and unzip his pants I gave a lovely blowjob and then the lying face up on the bench, I sat on his hard cock, this drunkard ran almost immediately. Pant suits me I got in my car and went home to sleep. It had not worked, another night without violation. I followed this ritual a couple of weeks without success even without drunk and opportunity, until I understood anything onboard my car no one could see or smell me and remained a hidden whore house. I decided that the next week would be different.

By Friday night I put on my outfit whore schoolgirl and I went to the course of Naucalpan, drove a while without incident, and began to disappoint me and I stopped at a OXXO convenience store located in the vicinity of bullfighting to buy coffee, go to the store buy my coffee and instead get on my car walked a few meters towards the peripheral, the peripheral almost opposite the bullfighting stopped as he thought he was doing wrong, not knowing how to change my luck in the next few minutes, I was about to experience the best weekend of my life.

A car stopped next to me were two teenagers and about 17 or 18 and the passenger rolled down the window and told me how much my love cobras? I felt offended but react fast and I answered, does not reach you, they laughed and left, but had just opened a world before my eyes, standing there at 12 or one o’clock I started practicing an effeminate voice and decided would charge 300 pesos, the idea of ??being a slut, a whore a true one that take a hobre and return to the same corner to catch up with the next, excited me in a way never before seen.

Some cars stopped more, just curious, but I was standing there so dirty that I liked it was better than driving aimlessly. Suddenly the unexpected, someone came by my back and I wonder delicacy’re lost? I turned excited but I was rather surprised to see a uniformed policeman. Do not!Exclaim, just waiting for someone but since I’m, The uniformed stopped me by the arm and said, you think it’s so easy, you can not work in this area without authorization commander “chicoche” we’ll have to accompany me they rose patrol and started asking me all kinds of questions, they noticed that we were not going to city hall if not into the forest of the remedies, we reached a module police found from commercial mega San Mateo made me go and there was the commander; paunchy mustachioed one and three policemen, the commander approached me and said, look delicacy is not that we do not want you to work but the thing is this: we have to give five hundred pesos each weekend over the membership, membership ¿? ask, and everyone laughed, but that’s if annual or when I feel like it. In tonses the commander gave me a punch without notice and fell over a desk, two of the policemen got back with his face on the desk, and I grabbed his arms. He knew what was coming, I was afraid, and excitement, my heart was beating a mile a minute and started beating my ass, I pretended a little resistance, enough to not show my emotion but not enough to receive another blow, the commander sack cock and daub cooking oil, rose me under my skirt and panties mid-calf and without another word got me, aggggg …. Ahyyyyy, noooooo, please say you hurt me, do you like true whore? no noooo I do not like, then I’ll do you like a bitch, and I followed her getting into, envestía me again and again in a delicious way, I felt his penis rich ancharse and flood my insides; when at last the term commander, his pants up and told the police he had taken me, it’s all yours.

The three policemen who were there and the two that took me took turns to rape each and every one of them; all that’s really good until I turn to the last a disservice of not more than 1.60 meters high by then had already grabbed me confidence dark and took a thousand ways and positions, for me this was a party that was still pretending I did not want and between the two struggled so they could not easily catch me, so did I exploded violently and pleasure. But this little guy had other intentions. All cheerful troops began to encourage you to Oaxaco, I Oaxaco Oaxaco! Time Oaxaco có getelo beggar, or are you queer? They told him, I could see that little guy wanted no part of the game, so I told two of those who cheered, I agárrenmelo as my commander. They did not protest and I was having a great time. Listen you’d say, do not manches not be sadistic, looked back and I could see how oil smeared his wand and with hatred and rage began clavármelo in the year, the wand measuring about 40 cm long and me I dug almost everything, I was screaming and moaning, until one stopped him and said you’re crazy coal’re going to kill you wanted after part of his little game no, pa do not mess with me no more leave your fucking and he kicked me in the testicles I fainted.

I woke up in a cell in the cells of the municipal palace, everything hurt me was sitting there with about 4 thugs dressed slut with crooked wig, I settled clothes as best I could, I noticed that he had no panties and ruffians looked at me with curiosity That day I first learned what was fear, was afraid that they raped me because my anito it hurt a lot, fortunately, a few minutes later came the commander opened the door gave me my bag and coat, I went up to and aboard a patrol and told me, I offer a tiny apology, that’s crazy and click Oaxaco already put in place, never will bother. Hope to see you next week, I’ll protect’m a man of my word only covers your weekly fee and if one day does not leave the account for up Chamba you get us or me pay for that rich ass you have, because even to say I do not know if you like and much whore, the truth is that these fine and rich will go well. He took me to my car, gave me when I got off at my thong, keep it in my bag, gave me an almost tender nalgadita and told me I wait in the same corner you can arrive on Friday at eight, and left.

I climbed into my car and drove thoughtful, the opportunity presented itself I was unique. When I got home, so without bathing me undress I lay on the covers, I put my brush in my ass very carefully and slept for many hours thinking painter in the raped so cool that I had been given a few hours ago and ability to become a real bitch.