Is this really incest ? Part 1

My wife Peggy and I had been married eleven years when she passed away.

It was difficult for myself, but even more difficult for our children Jason 9 years old and Jenny 7 years old, and my stepdaughter Tara 20 years old.

The four of us struggled for several months, I was trying to balance working, the children and the duties of keeping a household intact. I was exhausted, Tara my stepdaughter decided to take some time away from school and help me with Jason and Jenny.

Friday night I usually took everyone out for dinner, and often waitstaff would comment about us as a family and refer to Tara as the mother. Tara looked at me surprised, I quickly would correct them and tell them she was my stepdaughter. Then we often would get a strange look as if we were doing something wrong. It caused an uncomfortable atmosphere amongst us. 

One Friday night at dinner, a waitress referred to us as a couple, when my stepdaughter quickly said, thank you, I am so lucky my husband is young looking.

Tara reach over and squeezed my hand. I was caught off guard, and Tara leaned over a kissed me in the cheek. My heart was racing, I was loss for words, when the waitress left, Tara smiled and said it’s just easier than explaining, then getting the look like your a pervert.

I didn’t realize Tara had seen the looks, when I said she was my stepdaughter before. I was surprised Tara had gotten the same read on the looks that I had.

That night after we got home, Jason and Jenny went to bed, Tara went to her room as normal.

I woke during the night, I had an erection, I remember I had been thinking about Tara. I had been fantasizing about her in my sleep, something I never had done before. I layed awake, I could stop thinking about Tara or get rid of my erection. 

The next morning I was embarrassed when Tara came from her bedroom for breakfast. I could feel I started getting an erection, I wasn’t even thinking about Tara or anything to cause an erection.

No matter how I tried to hide my erection, I felt as if Tara could see the bulge in my pants, I felt like she was looking at my bulge every time I looked at her.

All week I found myself looking at Tara, differently, noticing how much she looked like her mother. 

Friday night came and we went out to dinner as a family, just like we had been doing.

When the waitress came to our table, Tara looked at me and said let order a bottle of wine with dinner tonight.

I was surprised, I didn’t even know Tara drank. I ordered a bottle of wine, which did make the night at the restaurant go by easier. Seemed we all seemed more relaxed and had an enjoyable experience at the restaurant.

When we got home Jason and Jenny went to bed, Tara had taken a bottle of wine from the wine rack and opened it.

Tara knock on my bedroom door, then opened the door, Tara said she opened a bottle of wine, and asked if I would like to join her on the patio.

We sat on the patio, drink wine and making small talk, Tara went inside to use the bathroom. When Tara came out she sat next to me, rather than the chair she was sitting in. As we continued to drink the wine and talk, I felt Tara’s had rest on my knee. Tara began caressing my leg, I could feel my cock getting hard. I was getting nervous, but tried to act cool. As Tara’s hand moved further up my thigh, I hoped she wouldn’t notice my erection, but also wanted Tara to touch my erection.

Tara then asked me, if I thought she was pretty, I told her she looked just like her mother. That she was a beautiful young woman. I felt Tara’s finger, touch the tip of my erection. My heart was racing, I should stop this now, after all this was my stepdaughter, I am sure she was lonely after loosing her mother, Tara was half my age, what would people think.

Tara now had reached my erection, Tara was lightly caressing my cock as she moved up my thigh.

Tara then gave my erection a squeeze, as she said, you must be lonely. It’s been four months since mom passed.

Tara said if I would like, I could pretend I was with mom tonight. That if I wanted her to spend the night with her, I could, my heart was pounding, my cock was throbbing, I closed my eyes, I began caressing her hair, then Tara’s shoulder as Tara snuggled into me.

Tara took a firmer grip of my cock and start to rub the length of my erection. My hips started thrust upward as Tara rubbed my cock.

I was breathing heavy, My hand moved from her shoulder, slipping inside her top. My fingers teased her erect nipple, I wanted her right then and now.

I felt Tara pull down the zipper of my pants, Tara took my cock out of my pants, Tara’s hand now was wrapped around my cock. Tara stroked my cock, teasing the tip with her fingers. Then without noticing I felt a warmth around my cock. Tara had taken me into her mouth, my hip thrust upward, my hand moved to the back of her head. I pushed myself deep inside her mouth, my legs shook, I was close to coming, Tara quickly slid her mouth up and down my cock. I was about to come, when suddenly I felt the guilt, I pulled back on her shoulder, I said no we shouldn’t be doing this.

 Got up and rushed into my bedroom.

I sat on the bed, confused, guilt running through my mind. I held my head in my hands, it had been a long time since I had sex.

Yes I missed having sex with my wife, it had been over four month since her passing. Tara wAs my stepdaughter, it wasn’t right, I shouldn’t have let it get that far. Tara was vulnerable, she lost her mother, Tara walked in to my bedroom. Tara didn’t even knock, Tara sat next to me. I apologized, I told her I lost control, I shouldn’t have let that happen.

Tara asked, if I ever thought about having sex with her? I didn’t answer, Tara said ever since the night at the restaurant when she played along with the waitress that we were married. Tara admit to fantasizing about being with me, Tara said she has been thinking about it four weeks. I told Tara it wouldn’t be right for us to go to that point.

Tara said I know you thought about it, I seen the bulge in your pants. I could tell you were looking at me differently. Tara said this is something we both want, we don’t need to let anyone know. Tara said I want you to be with me rather than another woman, Tara closed the bedroom door and turned off the light. The bed creaked as Tara crawled on to the bed, Tara layed next to me in the darkness. Tara said softly, take your time we have all night,