Clear as water

It all began one day before going to a party, but that day was terrible honestly and kinda crushed any hopes I had with that crush because of some embarrassing stuff I will get to detail. He is my brother’s friend and we met at that party, he seemed like an alright guy and nothing else. I did not know if he was into girls or guys but I felt attracted nonetheless, nothing weird. I have always had crushes on straight guys, anyway.

He was really nice that night. We even dance together a bit. It was more than I had expected to happen; do straight guys really dance with other guys? I was not the only guy he danced with. Anyway, his girlfriend, or ex girlfriend, or fling or whatever was there. I know now they had dated, but I don’t know if they were dating at the time. Anyway, there was a point in where his focus shifted totally to this girl. They were making out constantly and just being together. That added to my confusion but I had given up, I guess.

Then a drunk friend ruined everything I could have done that night. He told this guy that I liked him, he yelled it at him! I remember I was so upset and embarrassed, I did not talk to that guy through the rest of the party and had given up on ever trying to talk to him again. Of course, we did talk again, but I was so embarrassed of doing so. We had to though because we kept going out together to party; he even spend Christmas at my house so I had to get over my previous embarrassment.

Then after that period of always going out together with our friends, we just stopped and I never saw him again, even if my brother still did. I kinda missed him at first but then I did not mind. I saw him here and there sometimes, but that’s it. I had already gotten over that dumb crush and what had happened previously.

Then, another party happened. My brother’s birthday, in fact. We got together to party that night and he went, of course. It had been a while since I last saw him and it was nice, he hugged me and we hung out for a bit. Then, we started to play games as a group with dates and such, it was normal for a party and everything went smoothly. Until the kissing games started and everybody started to make out with everybody… including me and this guy.

It was pretty innocent in the beginning, but then it escalated a little with sexual innuendos and jokes that, of course, were arousing and he would distract me with these. We made out probably 4 times that night, and I had put aside his heterosexuality by this point. Last time we made out was the best, it was longer and sensual and someone had to actually stop us, even if it had been a dare. It was hot.

Then he got closer to this other girl and they spent part of the night together, and they talked in private, away from the group and they also made out, it was visible to everybody. I was confused but decided not to care, after all, even if he was straight or not I would not stand a chance because he obviously preferred females. They spent the rest of the night together, and when they came back to the group she was sitting on his lap as we continued playing and joking.

The following day was as hollow as other after party nights with him were, but he was a bit more distant with the girl I mentioned. Anyway, later that day he followed me on social media he had not followed me on before, and it was a little surprising, but I did not mind until he messaged me. I was shocked but tried to carry a normal conversation with him, free of innuendos and shit to not make it awkward like I managed to all the time.

He was flirty and seemed pretty interested. He asked a few normal questions then began to be a bit more personal, then he asked me if I had liked making out with him. It was a surprise question but to not make things weird I decided to be honest and told him that yes, in fact, I had enjoyed it. He seemed to have an ego boost, and in another surprise moment, he asked me if I wanted to do it again. Of course, I agreed to. But I was a bit confused. “Will there be another party soon? Is this where you want to make out with me?” He seemed to be amused by these questions, and then told me he wanted me to go to his house. Of course, I knew where he lived.

I was a bit scared but agreed to anyway and then we arranged a day to meet up. Unknown to me, it was a day his house was to be alone so he was plotting ahead of me. When the day of truth came, I went to his house to find him there alone. We sat down on his living room to have a few drinks and talk. Before long, the atmosphere had an air of sexual tension, as we started to exchange glances into each other’s eyes and shy smiles. Before long, we began to make out on his sofa. It was slower and sensual than at the party, and we both were more relaxed. It was hot. I was hard, of course, and even if I am pretty prude I wanted to just fuck him.

He put his hand on my crotch as we continued to make out to stroke it and feel my hard on. I was very horny, of course, so I did the same to him. Before long, he unzipped my jeans and took out my dick, and slowly bent down to suck it. He was gentle and sensual, kissing it as he licked it and held it firmly to his mouth. It was one of the best blowjobs I have ever received. He made me come after about 10 minutes, and swallowed it all. Then, I did the same to him.

His expression of bliss told me that he was enjoying what I was doing to him. I sucked his dick slowly, kissing it like he kissed mine then I started to speed up, jerking him off and licking the tip of his dick from under the foreskin. He was moaning by this point, and I was ready for his cumshot. He came a not so big load into my mouth but he made a sound of extreme pleasure as he came, it felt really good. I swallowed it and sucked his dick for a few moments before going up and kissing him again. We made out then we laid down for a while, talking, before I had to leave.

I am not getting my hopes up or anything because of what happened but I am hopeful I may have a chance, however distant it may be. I can’t wait to see him again at a party or something to see how he will be when near me. We now have a secret between us, and it kind of makes me glad.