Guilt

“Frederick, slow down” I told my boyfriend, who was always too rough while fucking me. While fucking him, I was never that harsh! One of these days I’m going to have to pound him good so he understands. “Sorry Allan, you know I get excited” he said as he slowed down his thrusts and slowly began to jerk me off. “Much better” I said, then letting a slight moan out.

 

I pulled his cock out then set myself on a missionary position. This was much more comfortable. “Enter me” I said without looking at him, and he inserted his hard cock in my butthole. It felt really good, I really liked this position. “You may sped up if you feel like doing so” I said, and he let out a relieved groan. “God bless” he said, then slowly began fucking me harder.

 

I just buried my face on the pillow so my moaning would not be as loud. I really liked this position, so I did not mind Frederick fucking me as hard as he wanted. He was sweating a lot, his sweat was falling from his body to mine. I never sweat too much, but I was made a wet mess with his own sweat.

 

“I’m going to come” he said, barely able to talk as he groaned and did his best to hold his load in. “On my face” I said as I pulled out his cock then swiftly began to suck it and jerk it off. Within moments, my face was covered in his sticky, warm semen. “Good one” I said as I licked the semen off my face. “Now you do me” I said, then laid back.

 

Frederick grabbed my cock and swallowed it whole. He went up and down my shaft, it was very sensual. He toyed with the tip of my uncut dick with his tongue, and swallowed my balls. “Just like that baby” I said, then proceed to take my phone. I opened up the camera and began taking pics of Frederick as he sucked my dick off.

 

When he noticed I was taking pics, he sensually stared into the camera while sucking. “Good bitch boy, I like that”. I recorded a short video as I came, and then when he swallowed the load and finished licking the cum off the tip of my penis. It was a very hot video. I kept multiple videos of our sex encounters. It was something I treasured, and kept for the 2 years we have been together.

 

I somewhat had a feeling he may be cheating on me, but if so I wanted all the pieces to fall together by themselves. I know lies are always answered by themselves, and I would not waste my energy overthinking or anything. After cleaning up, we laid next to each other in bed, then cuddled naked.

 

“I have to leave now, Allan. I have to go to my parent’s house” he said. Whenever we had sex, strangely, Frederick would leave soon after. If we went through the day without having sex, he would usually stay in my house. It was quite strange. “Okay. Dress up then” I said, and did not move a single inch of my body as he stood up and began to dress up.

 

I just laid on bed naked playing with phone as I watched him get ready then leave. “Do not forget we will go have dinner together tonight at 7, at the sushi place, I’ll see you there. Don’t be late” I said as he was ready to leave. “Of course. I would not forget. I know you love sushi”

 

Frederick’s P.O.V

 

It was very good. I admit we always had fun together, and I could not believe he bought into that lie. I think he is growing suspicious of me, however, always leaving after the sex. It is fake that I am going to see my parents. Just like I have a sushi appointment this night with Allan, I have a date with another guy in a few minutes. Not really a date, but a dick appointment.

 

I got into my car and drove away from Allan’s house. The weather seemed like it would rain soon, so I sped up so the downpour would not catch me. I drove all the way to the other side of town, where my secret lover lived. He was a tall, latino man named Angel. We met two months ago in a club. I did love Allan a lot, but Angel had something that charmed me very much. I could not help but fall for him.

 

I parked in front of Angel’s house, then got off my car and walked to his door. I knocked, and about two minutes later he opened the door. He seemed delighted to see me. He did not know I had a boyfriend already, and I was afraid he would try to become my boyfriend or something. Then again, since all we ever did was fuck, I doubted he wanted anything serious.

 

I entered his house and he closed the door behind me. I took my jacket off and made way into his kitchen, and served myself a glass of wine. “You’re a bit late today” he said, then held me from behind and proceed to kiss my neck. “You don’t mind, do you?” I asked. He was busy undoing my clothes. “Of course not” he said as he took his shirt off.

 

He got my jeans down to my knees, then knelt behind me to rim me. “You’re a bit loose already. Were you playing with yourself?” he asked. Immediately I thought of Allan. I had to lie again. “In fact, yeah. Explains why I was delayed today.” I said, then moaned in pleasure as he put his tongue into me. “Makes things easier” he said while standing up from the ground.

 

He put on a condom, as always, and slowly penetrated me against the counter. He put his strong hand on my head then made me bend over the counter. He fucked me harder than I ever did to Allan, and maybe now I understood what he meant when he asked me to slow down. Angel always did it like that, but today I was thinking a lot about Allan.

 

After a few more minutes, he pulled out and took his condom off. He forced me to the ground and I sucked on his dick until he came into my mouth. After he came with a loud moan, he helped me stand up then sat me down on the counter, then began to suck my dick as he jerked me off and fingered me with his index finger. After a few moments, I came into his mouth.

 

“That was great” he said, sipping his glass of wine. “Care to stay a little longer?” he added. Now I had to find my way out, because I have to meet Allan at the sushi bar in half an hour. “Actually, I have to go visit my parents” I thought the same excuse would work well here, and it did. “Maybe some other day?” he seemed a bit disappointed now. “Sure thing” was what he said, then we made our way to his door.

 

He kissed me at the door then let me go. It was raining very lightly now, rain makes me upset. I quickly got into my car and drove off to my house, I needed to shower and change clothes for dinner. Allan was never pleased when I did not take care of my appearance for our dates.

 

Allan’s P.O.V

 

I decided not to text Frederick at all. He shall remember this date on his own, and I hope he’s not late. I dressed up semi formally for the date, then made way to the restaurant. It was raining lightly, and I knew that would upset him. I wonder what was he doing with his family that kept him so busy that he could not even text me?

 

I drove through the rain to the sushi restaurant, listening to an old 90s pop album I really liked. It had a very sexy vibe and I liked to put it on while having sex with Frederick. I got to the restaurant, which was near full now. I got us a nice table by the window and sat down to wait for him. I waited for about 15 minutes, growing inpatient.

 

When I was about to text him, I saw him walking through the door into the restaurant. He was looking really handsome tonight. He saw me then approached the table and sat down. “A bit late” I said. “Elegantly late I’d say” he said, then we kissed. He seemed a little rushed. “I’ll order some tea, you look like you could use some” I said, then called for the waitress.

 

“I love you” he said out of the blue. He rarely ever said that. “I love you too baby” I said, then the waitress came and took our order.