My life

I want to start this story by saying that my life has been marked by doubt, from my birth there was always the possibility of feeling part of a family . dysfunctional In my first two years was born the desire for masturbating my nana told me that I loved to play the ” pee ” with my hands, my penis rectaba when I lathered, who encouraged me when I gave little innocent in my buttocks, stomach and penis, in short, was a very excited child.

Time passes and felt the sincere kisses my family, other committed but felt the kiss of children very different I wondered why, only time at 5 years showed me the difference when my cousins ??locked in a room started then touching to see our pricks, children noticed the difference, one of them I pulled her for the first time strength hurt me, it was my first sexual contact with a child, did the same to him; I liked playing penecitos, saw the older boys how their penises and rubbed curious.

Playing in my room in the play corner with a boy named Alexander, two years older, son of my nana I touched my penis, told me to sit down, I stuck his hand through my trousers, reached for my penis and started rubbing it gently, then he made out for fear that we saw to be the open door.

I felt rich, stopped me, I did not understand, he asked what I was doing, I said ” straw ” ” it is rich ” indeed they were then closed the door locked, he told me to lie down on your back in bed, I made a mounted, felt his whole body over my tummy, it hurt, was pushing a lot, because we were dressed, I asked him what It was that and said ” culiar ” (Fuck) their Caderita moved to the side and up and down, feeling his movements was again all that but I left because I was discovering sex, my penis is erect and acknowledge that I had a mixture of doubts, vergü embarrassment and I confess that I liked, I think it was one of the causes of my sexual initiation, Alexander quickly got me and keep playing, as usual, that innocence that ” jueguito ” It marked my life, first as all obeyed little boy to keep quiet and try to forget that Alexander said it was our secret and if our parents found out we were given a good thrashing to break our arms and legs.

Today at age 35 I remember so clearly, is my need to confess, it was my first great sex work.