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“Friends Only”

Road Stadium to Rectory, this uncertainty with me What will happen ? Will you succeed? … Already in the meeting point, at the exact time, start looking for you, uncertainty is increasing. I know that I like you, but I will not make a mistake to lose. I seek desperately, my hope died, what how is that not ask your phone? Spend half an hour, my class is about to begin, it is time to leave … but I hear my name, my heart beats rapidly, calm, I mean, we’re just friends, today nothing will happen. I see your face, your body, I repeat “just friends” … a special greeting, a hug that I will never forget. We’re headed for Rectory you to work, to watch you. Once outside, in front of my school, we get to talk … comes time to say goodbye, I say goodbye, I do not want to go, I pray fifteen minutes, knowing you have to work, but this desire to not want me to go with me. Time out, I have to leave … I say goodbye, I embrace you, smell your neck, we took off, I see that look that invites me to kiss you, I think again “just friends” … suddenly I find myself immersed in a sea of ??emotions, emotions that long ago he felt not want it to end, this feeling I like, I love … 15 minutes, I have to go … I get off the car, road, without noticing, towards the faculty What just happened? I do not think this is a dream, I do not want to wake up, I want to run back to your arms, I know you’re gone. I find my friend, just a hello, I still do not believe it … he reached the hall, class until 4 … I think of you, my friend speaks, I do not understand what you say, my mind has been in the car, it has stayed with you , those desires back and kiss, kisses do not know if will be repeated