Leave Her

It’s been 2 years since I started college, and I have to admit I have met some amazing people in these short years. I have also dated some guys here and there, but nothing too serious. I have formed lasting friendships with people I am glad to have met. And I like someone I should not like. I’m talking about my friend Eliza’s (Keeping real names private for security reasons) boyfriend, who I started to like a few months ago.

 

I do not think it is a problem that I like Eliza’s boyfriend, but more so that he seems to notice advancements and just plays right into it. I know this would be hurtful for Eliza, but I do like this guy a lot and can’t help but continue trying to impress him. Up to this point, Isaac (again, real names private) has cheated on Eliza, and that was with me.

 

Isaac is a handsome man. He has green eyes and sun kissed skin, he looks like a surfer. He is a tall guy and he is rather athletic, but no, he does not surf. Eliza is a petite girl, deep brown eyes and long black hair with big lips that are attention-grabbing. I think they met from before enrolling to college, but had started to date in more recent times.

 

We have not done anything really bad, just some kissing here and there, but that still counts as cheating. I do not know if Isaac likes me genuinely or is just having fun, either. What gives me guilt is knowing I can potentially hurt Eliza, but I do think there is a workaround to this without getting anybody hurt or letting her know Isaac is cheating on her.

 

However, I should act quickly before things get too off hand, because lately my flirting with Isaac has heated up. My plan is to convince him to leave Eliza, then after some time has passed we could make our own relationship public. I know that even with this plan I am risking a lot and Eliza will still get hurt when she sees me and Isaac are dating, but it won’t be as harsh as knowing he cheated, or so I hope.

 

I should get into detail on why I am so keen on having Isaac leave Eliza. It all began two weeks ago, after a campus party I attended. Isaac went there, but Eliza could not because she had to study. Long story short, we got drunk together and after a tiresome night partying, Isaac got a little rowdy. Keeping my morality intact, however, I did not let him have full reach.

 

He got too drunk so I offered to walk him to his dorm so nothing would happen to him along the way, and he agreed. Note we had been exchanging flirtatious comments during the party and we did not dance with anybody else but each other. After leaving the party, he got more invasive of my personal space, and the physical attraction began to build up. After we got to his dorm, his drunk haze had gone away (a bit) and he asked me to go into his room with him.

 

This is where the confessional part begins. We sat down and started to talk, mostly about how fun the party was, intertwining flirty comments here and there. He started to say some stuff about how Eliza was always so dramatic and expected so much of him, so that made him feel patronized. He continued saying that he wished Eliza would be a bit more like me, and that he was losing the spark he felt for her.

 

At this point you should guess that we both, drunk and lusting each other, would do something. And that guess is right. When he could not find the words to express himself, he leaned towards me and kissed me. I was a bit shocked but gave in. We continued to make out and embrace, and he did try to start removing my clothes but I did not let him. Instead, I bent down to his crotch and unzipped his jeans, taking out his cock which was hard already.

 

I slowly swallowed it with my mouth, then began to slowly give head to him. He was making moaning sounds in pleasure while caressing my head as I went up and down his shaft. He came into my mouth just a few minutes into the oral, I think I did turn him on a lot. Afterwards he held my face up to kiss me, and we made out passionately. We were really into the moment.

 

After that he gently kissed me down on the couch, then slowly slid his fingers down to my crotch, and started to massage me gently. “Stop” I whispered softly, and he said “let yourself go a little more” softly into my ear, and I just gave in, because you know, I do like him and liked what was going on at the moment.

 

So I just let him undress me, but only take off my pants. He kissed me on my body, making way slowly down to my vagina to give me head. He slid two fingers into my pussy slowly as he licked my pussy. I am not going to lie, it was probably the best head I have received in a good while. He kept licking it until I gushed, then he went up to kiss me and let me dress up, then we laid down on the couch.

 

We were not so drunk anymore, but I still wanted to ask him some shit. I asked if he still liked Eliza, and he said he did not, at least not like before. I stayed silent afterwards, and we just fell asleep on the couch, cuddling. The following morning was hazy and weird, since it was our first time waking up together.

 

He made me swear I would not tell Eliza, or anyone for that matter. Of course, I would not. We kissed and then he led me out of the dorm, and I walked to my own dorm. Campus was empty, oddly. The following days were even more confusing and weird because Isaac kept texting me and acting weird around me, and I noticed him distancing himself from Eliza. I think this made her uneasy.

 

For now, I have decided to stay a little distant to Isaac so Eliza will not notice the weird stuff going on. I like that he’s warming up to me, but I really do not want Eliza to find out. I do think he should leave her because there is no point in being with someone you do not like so much.

 

I have been daydreaming of Isaac, to be honest, and I am still waiting for the moment to fuck him, but I will not as long as he is still dating Eliza. It would make me feel dirty, I think. I am not exactly the best friend to Eliza, but I do not want to be seen as the boyfriend stealing bitch. I am sure of how things will turn out, but I have never done something like this before! And I also want to be sure that Isaac does want to be with me and not just fuck around.

 

Eliza has not told me how her relationship is failing but she vagues it. I really do not know what face to make when she tells me Isaac is getting distant while thinking about how he ate me and told me he wanted Eliza to be more like me. It was a bit shocking to see her be so sad about it.

 

I’d like to tell Isaac to put things down with Eliza rightfully instead of just ghosting her. The other night, he declined on a date Eliza had planned for them so he could come to my room and have pizza with me. I loved his company but I would like him to be more careful about what he does.

 

Luckily I do not have a roommate so no one will judge me for receiving visits of my friend. Generally when we’re together, we do kiss and screw around, we only ever have oral sex and that’s it. That is where I got my worry about him just beating around the bush. I do not want him going and breaking Eliza’s heart just to have fun with me for a little while.

 

And so, I have decided that if he’s an ass to Eliza about breaking up, I will not want to do anything with him. He should leave her because he likes me, but he should also respect her and respect me and our feelings. I do not think he is a bad guy but he may be childish enough to do the wrong shit then try to come clean out of it.

 

Even so, I do not think we need to date to fuck. As soon as they’re over I’m fucking him.