My plan to breakup my mom and step dad backfired

I was in my first year of college when my mom met Rick, she always said she would never remarry until both me and my brother were in college. A year later, I was informed that my mom was getting married. I started having panic attacks, was I loosing my mom ? My brother was still in high school, she couldn’t get married yet. I am not sure why I was having panic attacks, Rick was a nice guy, treated my mom really nice. Both me and my brother liked Rick, but when I heard he was marrying my mom, I was scared. 

After they got married, everything seemed ok, they both came and met me on spring break in Paris. We had a great week, but yet I kept having panic attacks. I finally went and talked to a counselor about my panic attacks. After several sessions, it was discovered that deep down I had always hoped my mom and dad would get back together some day. But now that my mom was married to Rick, that couldn’t happen. I came home for the summer, I often found Rick looking at me, I would go lay in my bathing suit in the backyard, I had seen him often watching me through the window. 

One morning I caught Rick looking at porn on his computer, I think he forgot I was home. Rick seemed very nervous when he saw me standing behind him, I saw he was looking at young girls.

How could he look at that porn, he was married to my mom. I was angry, hurt, I avoided Rick the rest of the day. That night I was at a party with some friends, and had too much to drink. I called my mom for a ride home, because I knew I shouldn’t drive. She was at her girlfriend’s cabin for the weekend, she said to call Rick. I called Rick and he did come and pick me up, as we drove home I saw him looking at my legs, I got this idea, that if he was unfaithful to my mom, they would get a divorce. Then my mom and dad could get back together, she I pushed my skirt up a little more, to tease him. As we got home, my mind was going a hundred miles an hour thinking how I could get him to hit on me. I was also nervous, scared, he was my stepdad. What if he didn’t fall for it and said something to my mom, I could always say it was I had to much to drink. As we walked in the house, I acted like I tripped. Rick reached out and caught me, helping me regain my balance. I giggled a little , and put my arms around his neck. We were staring at each other which felt like forever, but I know it wasn’t. But we kissed, I got really nervous, and Rick right away apologized, but I thought I need to keep going with this and my mom would leave him for being unfaithful. I said it was ok, I liked it, we kissed again. I felt his hands on my hips, I took his hand and lead him down the hall to my bedroom. Once inside my room, we kissed and kissed deeper, His hands were touching me. I could feel his fingers brush against my nipples, then I felt his hands push my skirt off. It happened so fast, but before I knew it, I was naked, in front of my stepdad. Rick laid me down on my bed, he slowly kissed my legs. Moving up the inside, I could feel the excitement build inside me as his kisses moved closer to my pussy. Suddenly I felt his tongue flick at my clit, my heart was pounding, excitement building, I never felt anything like this before. I was breathing heavy, my body was tingling, what was happening, his mouth surrounded my pussy, sucking on my lips. My legs were shaking, my hips were swaying back and forth, out of my control. Suddenly I felt this release, my body shaking uncontrollably, I screamed, I could feel my juices squirt all over his face.I couldn’t caught my breath, it felt so good, what had happen. Then we could hear my brother come home. Rick quickly left my bedroom, I layed on my bed, I couldn’t sleep, I kept replaying in my mind what happen, how good it felt. I wanted to feel like that again, but wait, my. Plan was to get my mom to divorce Rick for being unfaithful, but here I was laying on my bed, with a burning desire for more, I was confused.