Sorry

Some people will never admit their own faults and weaknesses, in fear of being perceived as weak or vulnerable. This is a behavior impulsed by our pride, which is itself really fucking stupid. Sometimes, there is nothing to do but apologize and face our own mistakes. That’s the best we can do as human beings to pay for our fuck ups.

I was in the best relationship I’ve ever had, which lasted for 3 years. Of course, you know they say that you don’t know what you’ve got until you lose it. And this is very true; it took me a stupid mistake to realize just how much I had lost. And I regretted it since day one. However, after time analyzing my situation and giving time to time, I decided to go back and fix what I had fucked up.

My girlfriend was a beautiful girl named Karen, and I know she loved me very much. We got along with each other’s families, and were pretty much looked up to by everybody and also the target for many jealous ones who wanted a relationship like ours. She was sensual, loving and warm. Her figure was sculpted, with large boobs and supermodel legs. Her long brunette hair was soft like silk, and her face beamed with her green eyes and big smile. A beautiful girl all around. And I know other guys did want her and hit on her, but she remained faithful to me.

Unlike me.

This was not early in the relationship, in the very least. But I think that just made it worse. I really don’t know what pulled me to cheating, but I did it when we had barely reached the 3 year mark of dating. I met this girl in my french class, Tina, and one thing led to the other. Suddenly, we were in a sexual relationship. Tina also had a boyfriend, so we both were cheating. I never imagined we could be caught, but it happened, because we let ourselves fall to the heat of the moment.

One night, we were in our french class, and not many people had gone. After the class ended, we stayed in the classroom and I was to help Tina with the last lesson, to study for an exam. However, the sexual tension got the best of us… and before I knew, we were making out in the classroom. I pulled her up and sat her on the table, then we kissed passionately for minutes. It was around 9 pm, the classroom was empty, and there was no hearing of anybody else in the vicinity. We were seemingly alone. And using this to our advantage, we quickly undressed and began touching each other. Her warm, wet pussy received my fingers with ease, it was a swift movement to go into her.

After fingering, I just opened her legs spreading them over the table. She was gushing a little, making a small puddle on the table. I grabbed my cock and proceed to penetrate her, starting slowly before speeding up, hitting her strongly enough to make her moan. I covered her mouth so she would not be so loud and attract anyone, and continued to pound her pussy, which was now a wet mess.

I pulled out when I felt like coming, and pulled her down to her knees while masturbating to leave a big load on her face. She had her mouth wide open, waiting for my load to come out, then I remembered. I had asked my girlfriend to pick me up that day after class, and she was probably waiting for me by now. The shock made me come instantly, followed by a loud moan. I quickly began to dress up, and Tina looked at me puzzled, getting dressed slowly.

When I was done I bid farewell to Tina, then left to the parking lot. On the spot where my girlfriend usually waits for me, I found a note that was on the ground. It had my girlfriend’s handwritting, and she said we did not need to be together anymore since she saw me fucking another girl. I was stupid to forget about her, and she probably looked at us through the door’s small window in the classroom. I felt extremely bad, but then I did something stupid again: I did not get back to her.

Over a year passed, and I felt like apologizing and making up with her. I did get in contact with me, but she was noticeably bitter still, not forgetting what I did and how I banished. She probably assumed I was with Tina. In the end, she did not even want to see me, but at least I freed myself of part of the guilt inside me by apologising. Remember to apologise for your actions… you may lose people important to you otherwise.