my co-worker 2

“The female psyche is inherently self-sufficient, because female sexuality is inherently self-sufficient. I think women are maybe more comfortable, or women are able to find physical beauty in each other that doesn’t terrify them.”

–       Laura Marling

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Flashback.

 

Maybe she was testing me, like… Was she waiting for me to say it wasn’t going to be a date? Did she like the idea of us… in… a date? Or not? Once again I was overthinking the whole situation but… it’s been a long time since the last time I had a date, and you know… I’m pretty clumsy when it comes to dates and stuff, I don’t know how I should behave.

Amelia seems to be a really calm kind of girl, I mean, she liked teasing and she was kinky as fuck, horny maybe?

Wait… horny, oh my god…

I just realized we are going to the movies, what if we end up having sex in one of the bathrooms? What if someone bumps into us and discover us?

Mmm what the freak am I thinking? We are… going to watch a movie, that’s it. As long as she doesn’t start kissing me, or my neck, or anything related to it, we’ll be fine, right… right?

I glanced over my wall clock. “6:30 P.M” Well… it’s time for me to get going, I’ll let you know how it goes, wish me luck because I will need it if she starts teasing me. Xoxo.

Right now I’m waiting outside Amelia’s apartment. I arrived at 7 p.m on point and it is 7:30 pm and she hasn’t showed up, geez… why? It is not like if we are going to a party or something that requires a best preparation, just a pair of trousers and a cute shirt could make it for tonight.

Preferably…A wide shirt which allows me to slid my hands and reach her boobs in case… you know, things get steamy and hot. I bit my lower lip as I re-called her boobs, her milky and soft breasts in my mouth, her perky nipples being bitten by me. I groaned. God it was so god it wasn’t my fault. I needed to stop thinking about it or else I’ll get horny and wouldn’t make it to the movies.

“OH MY FREAKING GOD.” I screamed when I heard something knocked my window, there she was, laughing her ass off.

“Did I scare you, James?” She teased, that freaking name again. I cocked one of my eyebrows and crossed my arms, pouting.

“Ha. Ha. Very funny. Ha. Ha. Ha.” I wasn’t mad but I wasnt happy either, she scared the shit out of my body and almost made me faint. However she was precious, she was wearing a kind of transparent white blouse and I couldn’t help my eyes from staring at her black bra for so long.

“Ejem… are you gonna let me in or…” She complained and I opened my car door for her. As soon as she got into my car, a vanilla scent filled up my nostrils. “You were staring at my bra.” She pouted and kissed my cheek, lightly.

“I wasn’t.” I tried to sound cool but once more they were there, tempting me. She just laughed and crossed her arms, covering herself. I smiled lightly because it was so cute.

“You look… gorgeous.” I mumbled, feeling my cheeks getting red. She smiled back and I kept my eyes on the road.

We talked about several things, her favorite color, why she didn’t like cucumber, and why she loved carrots so much. She told me about her career as a model, how so many boys would assault her, and made fun of her as soon as she gained some pounds. Plus, it was very hard because she worked as a bathing suit model and it is way more strict that normal agencies because… you know, you always have to show your almost naked body to everyone and the expectations were really high. She told me, they would photoshop everything that may be considered ugly, and that included her nose, and her crooked teeth. Of course I didn’t notice anything of the flaws she told me about.

For me she was pretty much… flawless. I don’t know, I’ve never liked to make fun out of people’s insecurities. And being honest, I like to look for beauty in everybody. I think we all have different ways of being beautiful and all we need is someone who can point out that potential and make us believe we are just right the way we are. Sometimes her eyes would get watery and I would use one of my hands to stroke hers gently.

It is amazing, how someone who appears to be so confident about herself… has so many problems accepting how beautiful she is. Because she was even with her crooked teeth. Me? Mmm I was a whole different thing, I was pretty much average, nor beautiful nor ugly, just fine. However she would remind me how beautiful I was. Suddenly I felt like things were… escalating quickly and I couldn’t help but feeling anxious. Main reason why I decided to keep silent till we got to the movies, maybe she noticed because she was biting her lower lip and looked nervous, awkward… I needed to do my best for this to work out without disadvantages.

“So…What would you like to watch?” I questioned, there were so many options and I was begging for her to choose something apart that freaking horror movie. She read my thoughts and smiled mischievously.

“That one.” Feeling nervous I tilted my head and verified it was that freaking horror movie. I pouted and she just giggled, biting her lower lip.

“What? You afraid?” She asked, we were about to buy the tickets.

“Me? Nah…” I denied with my head but internally… I was screaming.

“Don’t worry, I’ll protect you.” She smiled back.

“Uh-jum…” I nodded, we were like two friends hanging out. I wasn’t sure if I had to grab her hand or something, but I was too afraid to fuck things up I managed to keep quiet.

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“How can I help you?”

“Two tickets, please.”

“Of course, what movie?”

“Don’t breath.”

“Sure, I’ll need you to choose your seats, miss.”

We looked at each other for a couple seconds.

“You do it, I’ll be fine.” She nodded and I sweated nervously when she chose the last row, then she smiled flirtatiously and I almost fainted, the cashier just giggled and handed out our tickets.

“Make sure you enjoy the movie, miss.” She winked and I blushed like… a lot.

We bought some pop corns and sodas, however I wasn’t hungry, actually I was pretty nervous without knowing why exactly. Maybe it was the movie, maybe it was her, maybe it was the fact she chose the last seats or a mix of everything.

“Are you ok? You look spaced out.” She mumbled while we were queuing, the movie was about to start and we had to go upstairs, like a lot because our seats were in the last row.

“Yes! I’m just nervous.” I blurted out and one of her eyebrows cocked, she was smiling.

“Uh? Why?” She asked innocently and I blinked a couple times. “I thought you said you weren’t scared… or is it something else?” My eyes travelled down her neck till her black bra appeared on my face and I denied with my head.

“Uh, no, I…” I didn’t have anything to say but luckily, people started to move and I took my opportunity.

“It’s our turn.” I handed out our tickets and the lady smiled at us.

“Bestfriend’s date uh?” The girl smiled softly at us and we just nodded.

“yeah… sure…”

“Enjoy the movie, girls!” We thanked her and made our way. There weren’t many people there I didn’t know if it was because the movie was bad or because it was late already, or the planets lined up and wanted us to be almost alone. I gulped as I took a seat; she took hers next to me.

There were at most… 20 people in there, when there were supposed to be at least 120. Gezzz, relax, nothing’s gonna happen. And what If it happens? It’d be nice, right? Having sex was way better than a horror movie, right?

“Are you ok?” She asked, grabbing my hand and playing along with my fingers, it was cute. “If you are too scared we can leave and watch another movie.” She suggested and I denied briefly.

“No no, I’m cool… don’t worry.” I kissed her cheek _ wow that was so _ And she smiled.

Now, the movie was about to start. I took a sip and relaxed myself; she was still holding my hand, softly. And her other hand was grabbing my inner tight. “Oh god, don’t…” I thought and she started caressing my inner tight really slow. Anything could end up well if she was doing so… and I had a feeling it was going to get worse….