His Secret Desires

Toby was in her backyard tanning. She resembled Mary Tyler Moore back then. She was a neighbor of mine growing up. We got along great and we could talk about anything. She was in her mid 30’s and I was barley 18 at the time. There weren’t many secrets she didn’t know about our family. She was an adult in one sense but, more like an older sister to myself and my siblings.

Toby and I had a special bond from the day we moved into the neighborhood, over the years we grew pretty close. Toby would invite me shopping with her or to go out to lunch or to spend the day at the beach. I opened the gate to her yard and walked over to where she was laying in her chaise lounge.

“Hey Toby.” I said as I sat down.

“Hi handsome!” She replied back. “What are you up to?”

“Not much, I have to get the grass cut then I think I will head to the quarries.” I answered.

I’d never tell my parents I swam at the quarries. The quarries were considered far too dangerous.

“Well be careful and let me know your alive when you get home.” Toby replied.

Lighting a cigarette I said “I will and I’ll be fine.”

“I know you will. You need to quit smoking, it’s like kissing an ashtray.” Toby said.

“Is that why you never kiss me?” I said laughing as I got up to go cut the grass.

“Smarty pants. Have fun and be safe.” Toby laughed as I left.

The quarries were a great way to cool off on a hot summer day. As long as you didn’t do anything to stupid. I spent a few hours there and left. I got home as Toby was pulling out of her driveway. We waved at each other as she drove down the road.

A few days later Toby was sitting in our kitchen talking with my mother when I walked in the door.

“Hey.” I said to both of them as I got myself a glass of ice water.

Hi.” said my mother as she continued talking. Toby waved and out the back door I went to shoot some hoops.

Toby called out to me as she was going into her back door. “Why don’t you come over after dinner and I will trim your hair for you, it’s looking pretty shaggy?”

I ran my finger through my hair and said, “cool thanks!”

After dinner I went up stairs and took a quick shower and washed my hair and went over to Toby’s house. I knocked on the screen door and walked in.

“Hey Toby.” I called out.

“I left a towel on the table put it over your shoulders and I”ll be right down.” Toby called from upstairs.

Toby came down in her usual summer attire. Shorts and a tube top. I enjoyed seeing her dressed like that and she caught me looking her over more than once.

I took off my tee shirt and sat in the chair in her kitchen with the towel over my shoulders.

We talked as Toby cut my hair and too soon for my liking she was done. I was enjoying the view of her breasts covered in the band that went around her chest. Her nipples poking at the material.

I reached for my cigarettes to light one and was admonished.

“David, those are not good for you, you need to quit.” Toby scolded me.

“Smoke that outside!”

I stood up and Toby stood with me I did my best to hide my erection. wearing just a pair of gym shorts made it difficult. I was hoping she hadn’t noticed.

Outside we talked for a bit enjoying the warm summer evening.

“You know, if you would let me I could hypnotize you and you would stop smoking right away.” Toby said.

All I knew about hypnosis was the stage versions I’d seen on television.

I laughed and said “that’s funny. that crap doesn’t work.”

Toby spent the next ten minutes explaining how hypnosis works.

“So what do you think?” She asked me.

“Toby, I don’t believe in that crap it doesn’t work.” I retorted.

“OK then I”ll make you a bet if it doesn’t work you get whatever you want.” Toby smiled at me.

“If it does work?” I asked her.

“I get a handsome young man that doesn’t smoke.” Toby said.

I was hoping for some type of Mrs. Robinson reply which I knew wouldn’t happen.

“OK then I”ll take that bet.” I said with a devilish smile. I was determined to win the prize of “whatever I wanted” promise.

We went back into the house and Toby had me lay down on the couch as she explained the steps and process of what she would be doing and how it would work.

“Promise me that I’m not going to be barking like a dog or acting like a monkey.” I said only half joking.

“I promise.” Toby said.

She began, “close your eyes and imagine yourself on a spiral staircase. Each stair has a gold number on it from 100 to 0. Slowly you will watch yourself in your mind begin to descend the stairs.”

David followed her instructions and at some point he could hear her voice in a dreamy distance.

“David now you will pay very close attention your desire for smoking is gone. The idea of smoking makes you ill. It’s smell will be offensive to you every time you feel and urge your mouth will fill with the taste of the vilest thing you can imagine. You no longer wish, want or desire to smoke. That is gone from this moment on.”

“Now David, I am going to take you even deeper to a place you desire to go but, will not remember being taken to. In this place you will answer all my questions without any cares or worries. You will answer honestly and completely with no memory at all of what we discussed. We will discuss a subject you enjoy, David. Sex.”

“David, there is nobody here but you. You’re safe here and every time you answer fully and honestly you will feel intense pleasure.” Toby cooed.

“Do you want that David?”

“Yes.” David answered.

“Tell me David about your fantasies. I have seen the way you look at me. tell me those thoughts. Tell me it all David.”

David told Toby everything she wanted to know. He confided his desires on even his most secret desires.

“David, when I count to 3 you will wake up fully aware and alert. Your only memory will be of smoking and that you no longer smoke and have no desire to smoke. You will remember nothing else we discussed. When you hear me and only me say to you “sands of time” you will go into a trance until I release you from it.

“1 you begin to stir and awaken, 2 your body stretches out and you become more awake, 3 you are awake and fully alert.”

“Well how do you feel, handsome?” Toby asked smiling.

“Good, like I just woke up.” So did it work? I asked.

Toby said, “sands of time.”

Toby had decided to check the trigger phrase she had left in his mind. To ensure he would drop right back into a trance state.

The next words David heard were “oh yes, perfectly.”

She was right, I had no desire for a cigarette at all. I honestly didn’t expect it to work. As I laid on the couch I suddenly realized I was fully erect there was no possible way to hide it.

“Don’t be embarrassed David. It happens when your under some times. Your body becomes so relaxed, your mind becomes stimulated as a result in your case your penis has become erect.” Toby said in a soothing voice.

“You will be much more comfortable by taking your shorts off, David.”

I couldn’t believe what Toby had just suggested I do. At the same time I felt no inhibitions at all. I stood up and removed my shorts.

“See how much more comfortable you are now David.” Toby said with a tiny smile.

“Toby are you sure you don’t mind?” I asked her.

“David, I only want you to be comfortable and you look much more comfortable now, remember you have no reason to feel inhibited with me at all ever.” Toby said in a sultry voice.

I sat back down with my cock throbbing in front of Toby as she looked on.

“David, I’d very much enjoy it if you would stand in front of me and masturbate for my pleasure.” Toby said.

I never questioned Toby’s request I stood up in front of her and began stroking myself.

“David, no matter how much you masturbate you realize you’re unable to release without my permission.” Toby said as she looked on.

I doubted that. I might of been a virgin, but I was also a chronically horny 18 year old that masturbated daily. I continued stroking but remained right at the edge and could release. I didn’t understand why.

Toby said “sands of time. David stop and dress. This never happened. If you masturbate tonight you will not cum, I suggest you do not try to. When I count to 3 you will be in the kitchen with no memory other than you do not have even the slightest desire to smoke. Toby guided David to the kitchen and he sat in the chair.

Toby slowly counted to 3 and David was alert.

“I am pretty sure it worked handsome, how do you feel? Toby asked.

“I feel great and to tell you the truth the idea of a smoke sounds disgusting, Toby.” I said.

“OK you had better get home, I’m going to take a shower, watch my show and get to bed. I’m going to go to the beach tomorrow.” Toby said.

“Alright Toby, thank you and have a good night. Oh if you want some company tomorrow I’d love to go with you. I said as I gave Toby a hug.

Toby smiled and said ” Be ready then I’m leaving at 10 AM.”

The next morning we headed to the beach. It was going to be a nice hot day the ocean water would feel great.

The music was playing as they rode.

“Sands of time.” Toby said and instantly David dropped down.

“David,” she began in a few minutes I am going to count to 3 and you will snap out of it. However this time I am going to ask you a question. You will answer my question with total honesty There is nothing to fear from answering honestly. As a matter of fact I demand you tell me exactly what you want knowing in advance you will get what you want. 1 2 3.”

I felt like I missed a few brief moments as I sat there. Toby was in mid sentence.

“I’m sorry Toby what were you saying? I must of been zoning out.” I said.

“I was asking you which beach sounded good. It’s so hot out there’s bound to be crowds at most of them. It will be hard to get a good spot.” Toby said.

“Well, what do you think about going to the clothing optional beach. I’ve never been there but, I’ve heard not many people go there.” I said.

“David, it’s not really a clothing optional beach it’s a nude beach. I know, I’ve been there a few times.” Toby said smiling at me.

That conjured up images of Toby naked in my mind and I began getting hard. “It’s up to you Toby, you’re driving.” I said.

“Alright then, the nude beach it is.” Toby said looking over at me smiling.

We arrived at the beach and I carried the towels and the cooler to the beach. Toby carried the beach blanket.

My cock was already hard with the images that had been running through my mind.

Toby was walking next to me surveying the beach. “There.” She pointed “that looks like a good spot.”

We walked through the warm sand to the spot Toby had found. It was close enough to the water, yet back far enough we would not be in a traffic area in the event the beach got crowed. Currently there were 15 or so people on the beach. The closest people to use were a couple of women that looked to be in their 40’s. They were about 20 yards away and gave us nothing more than a casual glance as we spread out.

Once the beach blanket was laid out Toby stood off to the side of it and slowly removed her top and shorts. I stood there watching her. I took in all of her naked body. Her bare breasts curved upwards slightly her aureolas were large and dark brown. Each of her nipple were hard and almost formed points at the ends. Her legs parted intentionally for me revealing a beautiful vulva. The hair surrounding her pussy was dark and trimmed incredibly short. She laid down before me on t e blanket. My eyes glued to her nakedness.

“David, pass me a water. Would you please?” Toby asked.

“Sure.” I stammered.

I passed Toby her water and took off my shirt. Toby glanced to her right and said, “you have a small audience watching you.”

Out of the corner of my eye I could see the 2 women looking in my direction. I reached for the waistband on my shorts and removed them. When I stood up my erection stood out in plain view. As I was laying down on the blanket Toby glanced over at the women.

“It appears that I’m not the only one that appreciates a big thick cock.” Toby said smiling.

Toby laid on her back and asked me to put suntan oil on her. I knelt up and got the oil. Toby spread her legs and had me kneel between them. She raised herself up onto her elbows. Out of the corner of her eyes she looked at the women to be sure they had a clear view. The beach was flat and Toby had planned the positioning of the both of us so that the two voyeurs had an unencumbered view.

I poured oil into my hands and rubbed it into Toby’s arms and shoulders. She sensed I was going to move to her stomach and legs.

“Oil all of me David.” Toby encouraged me.

My cock throbbed in plain view constantly as my hands moved over Toby’s breasts.

Toby unashamedly looked over at the women and then let her head fall back and moaned “David that feels so good.”

I finished rubbing oil over the rest of her body down to her toes and moved my hands up to oil her pussy which glistened with her own wetness.

“No David not yet, that’s enough for now. You better stand up and get some oil on yourself.” Toby said.

I stood up as she suggested and began applying oil over my body. My cock was throbbing and the head was coated with pre cum.

As I was about to stop and lay down, Toby stopped me saying,”you forgot your cock and balls.”

I worked some oil over my balls and my erection as Toby watched the reaction of the 2 women. It was obvious to her they didn’t mind one bit.

I then laid down and together we soaked up the sun each of us lost in our own thoughts.

I must have dozed off for a few minutes, when I opened my eyes Toby was gone. I sat up and saw her waist deep in the water talking with the 2 voyeurs.

Toby saw that I was sitting me up and motioned for me to come to the water.

I stood up and stretched and walked towards Toby. The 3 women stood in knee high water. My cock was in a semi hard state which I was grateful for. My balls were full and I wanted nothing more than to release the built up sperm.

“David, this is Donna and Sue. Donna and Sue, this is David.” Toby said making the introductions.

We said our hello’s and the women stood there talking. I could stop it from happening as my cock started to get hard seeing the naked women. I moved to go dunk myself in the water and to swim but, Toby put her arm around my waist.

I stood there as they talked, both Donna and Sue admiring my erection that was now throbbing and leaking pre cum again.

Toby was watching their eyes and looked down at my cock. Without any hesitation she ran her finger tip slowly over the head of my cock gathering up a big dab of the clear fluid.

Bringing her finger to my mouth she said, “David your leaking.”

With no warning her finger was in my mouth and I was tasting my own pre cum.

Sue moaned slightly and Donna smiled as Toby slowly withdrew her finger from my mouth.

Toby cupped my full balls and gently let her fingers move. Causing me to moan and secrete more fluid. “You’re leaking again David.” Toby said.

I wiped the head of my cock off and bent down using the water to rinse the semen from my fingers.

Toby voiced her unhappiness with me. As she scolded me she informed me that cum was never to be wasted. “Isn’t that right ladies. She said.

Both Donna and Sue agreed with Toby.

Toby led me back to our spot on the beach and Donna and Sue followed. Looking over her shoulder Toby said to them, “I think David needs to be taught a lesson in etiquette.”

We got to the blanket and clean most of the sand from our legs and feet before getting on the blanket.

Toby laid in the center on her elbows and parted her legs. Donna and Sue sat on either side of Toby. I went to sit at the end of the blanket by Toby’s feet.

“David you need to kneel right here” she said. Pointing to the space between her parted thighs.

Toby began speaking. “Donna, Sue please excuse David’s actions. He’s a virgin and doesn’t yet grasp certain things, yet. However he will learn.”

All three women looked at each other and nodded their own type of female understanding.

“David, you will come to learn in time that cum, male or female is not ever to be wasted. You will eventually cum in a woman’s mouth and you will expect her to swallow your cum. If she doesn’t you will feel a twinge of rejection. Your action in the water made all of us feel rejected David. By wasting your semen you basically said to each of us, that we are expected to eat your cum but it was beneath you to do so. Do you understand?”

I had no true understanding of what she meant but, I did understand the concept, so I said what I knew was expected. “I’m sorry ladies.”

“David you aren’t being punished only taught a lesson. You may not cum without my permission. Begin masturbating.” Toby said.

I hesitated and heard her say, “now!”

I knelt between her open thighs and began stroking my cock in front of the 3 women. As Toby coaxed me on telling me to take long slow strokes the pre cum kept forming on the head on my cock.

Toby told me to “stop.” Put your hands behind your back David.”

I knelt there with my cock hard and throbbing pointing up at the sky.

Toby moved forward and took the head of my cock into her mouth. My eyes closed and I moaned at the pleasure I was being given.

I heard Donna and Sue moan also. Toby took my entire cock into her mouth and then slowly pulled me head back.

“Continue stroking David.”

I felt so ready to cum and I stroked faster. The semen was oozing out of the slit in the head of my cock. I thought for sure I was ready to explode.

“Stop David. Put your hands behind your back.” Toby said.

Donna, Sue? Toby said to them and then looked at my cock.

Donna looked at Sue and moved to her knees and began sucking my cock like a hungry whore. I cried out frustrated the my cock was not releasing it’s load. My eyes pleaded with Toby. She only needed to give me permission. After a few minutes Donna stopped.

Sue needed no encouragement, she began licking and sucking my cock gagging a few times as I felt my cock hitting the back of her throat. Donna was masturbating herself watching my cock appear and disappear in and out of her friends mouth.

Sue stopped finally and my moans of frustration floated away in the ocean breeze.

Toby looked up at me. She spread her legs wide apart and pulled me forward by me cock. I could feel the heat of her pussy against my knee. I knelt there in front of her. She took my cock in one hand and held it at the base pointing it at her chest. With the index finger of her other hand she began rubbing her index finger along the back of my cock head.

“Hands behind your back David.” Toby ordered.

My hands went behind my back as her finger pleasantly tormented my cock head.

As her finger slid over the back side of my cock she whispered “now you may cum.”

With no warning at all my body shook and my cock shot thick ropes of cum over Toby’s breasts and stomach. My moans could not be quieted. After what seemed like minutes I stopped cuming. I was panting and shaking.

Toby told Donna and Sue to “lay down.” She took some cum in each hand and ran her palms over both of their pussies. Then did the same to her own.

“No cum is to be wasted David.”