My friend’s wife gave me road head ( Real)

So this happened two years ago and I have been dying to get this off my chest. I was 22 M back then and I’m a pretty decent looking guy. The story starts on my friend’s birthday party hosted by his wife on their apartment, there were like 10-15 people there and this friend is a very close friend almost like a big brother and he married his wife after dating so many years so they were like best friends. The party was amazing, I got so drunk that I couldn’t even stand on my feet but still we were all dancing and fucking around. I opened my phone up and took a selfie video and that’s when my friend’s wife joined the video to lip sync to the song. She is like 5’2 and I’m 6 foot so you get the picture. She is standing infront of me and her head is hitting my chest while her whole body is grinding on my crotch. This got me so hard and to hide the boner I went for a smoke and had a couple more drinks and baaam! I don’t remember anything after that, I seem to have passed out on the toilet and I don’t know what time it was. I came out of the bathroom and I see my friend the birthday boy passed out on the bed, there’s no music and everyone had left by now. I checked the time and it was 4am, I try to open my eyes and turned the lights on and I see my friend’s wife lying on the sofa in the living room. And holy fuck just seeing her lying with a short skirt made me so fucking hard like something came onto me. I started having very dark thoughts and I slowly went near her and she’s like so passed out. I don’t know what got into me but I wanted to feel her. I slowly put my hand on her tits and she didn’t even move a bit, then I started to feel with both hands and I’m getting horny more and more and then I stopped, Just to be safe I closed the bedroom door from the outside so my friend doesn’t have to see me touching his wife’s boobs. To be more safe I closed the living room door too. Now I turn and around and look at her and it’s like she’s all for me to use I then slowly moved to the sofa where she was lying still and I pulled out my cock and started jerking off right in front of her. Then I again started touching her boobs and this time I got so horny and I started removing her dress, I slowly opened it to take a look into her boobs and she had brown nipples which was so errect I wanted to suck it so bad but I don’t want to wake her up so I slowly go down below her stomach and I started to feel her crotch I can still remember the heat of it down there and I started rubbing it. By this time my dick got so hard it looked like it’s never going down again until it touches her pussy but I was kinda scared so I looked at her face and her pink lips which was dry. I then took my very hard dick rubbed it on her lips, which was oozing with precum. I see now that her lips are wet and suddenly I heard a sound I don’t know what it was but it came from the bedroom. So I tried to put my dick inside my pants as much as I can and cover it with my t shirt to hide the hard on and slowly opened the door and checked if my friend was awake. Thankfully he’s still out, now that I close the door and look back at his wife again everything felt calm like my lust was gone for her so I thought it’s time for me to get home and I slowly walk towards the main door and suddenly I heard a sound of something fell down, I look back and it’s my friend’s wife. She had fell down from the sofa, I kinda rush to her and tried to pick her up. I then lifted her and her eyes are half open. I made her sit down on the sofa while I sit beside her. Then outta nowhere she put her hand on my crotch and started rubbing it then she throwed herself at me and started kissing me. We were like aggressively making out. On the back of my mind I’m thinking whether she was passed out at all this time? Did she knew it was me who was touching all over her body? Did she like it? So many questions on my mind and just when I thought whether she would have a condom or not we hear a knock on the main door we got shit scared and I pulled my pants up, she is putting back her panties on and before opening the main door I carefully opened the bedroom door which was locked so that nobody would suspect anything. I open the door it’s just her younger brother and a friend who apparently went to more beers. I asked why it took so long you guys were not here for almost an hour and they said they had to travel 30 mins for a shop that would be open at this hour. It was all good now but I still can’t believe what just happened and my dick is still pretty hard. By this time I’m thinking of definitely fucking my friend’s wife but “how” was the question. That’s right when her brother dropped the beer case and broke it all over the floor. That’s when I realised we all are still pretty drunk and I could use that to my advantage. After him breaking the bottle our collective immediate thought was let’s go get beer. So me, her, her brother and his friend all went down to the car and that’s when I insisted sitting in the back because I was nauseous. She is also in the back with me and her brother and friend is in the front row. It was still pretty dark and this road we were travelling did not have any street lights and I know nobody can see us in the back through mirrors or anything. We were stitting very close and that’s when I put hand on her back and slowly started moving towards her tits and she is rubbing my crotch while I’m doing this. We both are dying to fuck each other. We are doing this for 20 mins and then came the location but since it was little shady they parked like 400 metres away from the liquor shop and I told them I will stay in the car with your sister. I can see both these getting down and slowly walk towards the shop and inside I got so aggressive. I whipped my cock out and grabbed the back of her head and guided towards my cock. Her wet mouth gave me the best pleasure I had still( maybe it was the alcohol) she is sucking it so passionately with her saliva dripping down on my pants. I then pull her back and kiss and asked her if she’s fucking my friend at all. ( I wanted to know if she was really into me, I wanted her to tell that I’m better than him) She said yes we do. I then look through the front I can see my friend’s coming towards the car. I put my pants back, she adjusted her hair and dress and then we reached home. Now we had the beer and her brother and friend left. (Finally) Now we kinda cooled down and started talking. I asked whethere we can meet this afternoon without my friend knowing but she kinda hesitated. That’s when she told me that her and my friend are swingers. I didn’t know what it was back then and asked to explain. She said we share each other with other couples and I’m like wtf. I didn’t even know such things existed and She told they are like 28 and we’ve done everything so this is what we like now. It got too much for me and when I asked whether we can fuck or not she gave reasons like it’ll be trouble if her husband finds out so she would ask him whether I can join in on a threesome. I told it’s impossible for me to be in the same room with you and him naked. But she kept on insisting and I said it won’t work out. Now after two years I still think about this night I had. I felt so bad that I amost forced myself on her but it turns out she was not passed out at all. Infact she told me she liked it and a lot of girls have this fantasy of cnc or whatever. We all still speak normally and we are good friends so there’s nothing weird between us.

Good to finally get this off my mind.