We blew up a friendship to see if there was chemistry

We’re the same age, have been friends in a professional context for almost a decade. Always saw her as a friend but never pursued anything. Never really thought about it. She’s professionally accomplished, super intelligent, objectively hot, tall, red-haired, & funny. Throughout our friendship one or both of us were always in a relationship with someone else. A few years ago we were out for lunch and both of us were single and looking across the table, I was overcome by this incredible need to see her naked. I don’t know why. Never acted on it and just let it go as a thought, to be a friend.

Fast forward to recently. We both found ourselves single, or rather, I was single and she left her casual partner as soon as I confirmed I was single. As soon as that conversation happened, she hugged me goodbye a very different way and gave a very forward vibe. I didn’t really want to take it beyond friendship, because I had a hunch it would not work.

Then, in the weeks that passed, she started asking me to do things we’d never done before. Each time, edging closer to physical touch and intimate conversation we hadn’t traversed before. Again, I just kept being a friend, in no real effort to change the context. But she pushed the tempo one day after we hung out and said, “Are you seeing anyone? Maybe don’t start, because I’m very interested.” I don’t know why, but for additional reasons, her approach put me off. I appreciate that she was upfront.

Cut to: We talk about the dynamic and stakes of being friends vs trying something on. We decide to go on a date. She’s acting really weird the whole time; can’t eat, can’t really converse, just nervous. After tiptoeing around it she admits that she’s super nervous. We go back to her place, I assure her there is no reason to be nervous, then I’m just like, “Fuck it, gotta see if there is chemistry and I kiss her.”

Cut to: We’re on her sofa making out, clothes are flying off. Get in the shower, making out, washing one-another… All happening very quick in relation to 10 years of just being friends. Out of the shower, into bed, kissing, rubbing, exploring one-another’s bodies. Reach my hand to touch her pussy and she is ridiculously wet. I look at her face and she blushes with a smirk and just grabs my dick with authority. I go down on her, she tastes great, it’s at this point that I realize the trigger way back when we were out for lunch years ago: I really just wanted to see and eat her pussy. Don’t know what it says about my brain because all of the other things about her are amazing, but I just had to eat her pussy. So, I’m in there, chin deep, no reservations, she’s grinding up on my face. Just gushing wet. Tongue gently starting on her clit, one hand up on her breast, the other hand sliding around her wet labia. It escalates, she’s grinding, she cums, cums again, again, I stop counting, honestly. I’m eating her pussy for about an hour. She says, “I’ve never cum with someone the first time we have sex, before.” And then, she just pulls me up and whispers, “I need to taste you”. So, she starts sucking my dick. Honestly, it’s not great. She says, “You taste so good.” I’m not into it. I start fingering her again as she takes me out of her mouth and starts jerking me off. She looks deep in my eyes and says, “I need you inside me. We don’t need a condom. I want you and I just had my period, so we’re safe. Just pull out.”

We start face to face, test out the water; speed, biting, slapping, figuring out where one-another are at. Try a few fun things. Mostly, fun is the vibe, some things work well. We end up with both legs up. Now I don’t know why, but it always seems like powerful women like their bodies folded over with knees up near their head, just going deep with a lot of clit contact. This thought crosses my mind as a statistic. We slip one leg down, one over my shoulder. Deep, wet, moaning, just all over good feelings. Flip her over, doggy, she wants some pounding, she’s asking, “Can you go harder?” So, knowing the pattern, confirm about hair pulling, slapping that ass. Yes to both. Slap right butt check, pop, leaves a mark, she’s into it. Pulls hair, loud moan, “harder”, she’s into it. Slap left butt cheek, plap, leaves a clear red handprint, she moans, “yes”. She’s bracing against the wall and headboard, we’re going for it, her hips grinding into me with every thrust. I’m getting close, I check in to see where she’s at. She’s like, “I want to be on top”, we flip and she just takes over, grinding, bearing down, taking me deep, pussy juice just dripping down my balls and ass. There is just a pool forming on the bed sheets.

She just screams, “I’m going to squirt.” And, while I’ve been with someone who squirts before, I’ve never had someone shout it like a battle-cry. I’m close, going deep, feeling it on the edge and I’m holding on. Fucking intense and I really want to help her cum again. She puts all of her weight in, holding me deep, squeezes my dick with every ounce of her pussy grip… like, fucking amazing grip, and just grinds the life out of my dick. I’m ready to pop, say, “I’m really close.” She keeps going, on the edge, on the edge, she starts cumming, I pull out, cum all over the place. Mine, hers, she’s just squirting, we’re wet, the bed sheets are just obliterated. We destroyed the place, it stinks of sweat, body heat, the air just thick with a few hours of sex. It’s like 2am.

We change the sheets, talk for a bit, share some stories, sit in the afterglow. I wake up early in the morning to get ready for work. She wakes up, heads down, starts sucking my dick. It’s still not great, teeth, weird speed, I try my best to modulate and give feedback, it gets better. She’s going for it. I’m close, I start cumming, she takes me into her mouth as deep as she can, she looks me in the eyes, she swallows.

We wrap up and get on with our days.

A few weeks of missed connections go by, we’re communicative, respectful, but no connection. 10 years of friendship, one pretty great night of sex where our bodies just melded, but difficult to come back from. Not really friends anymore. Not super upset about it, we gave it a shot, saw what was there. It’s weird.