19F Hot older man at the fair takes my virginity

The fair was in town over the holidays as I hit my 18th birthday. I went with some friends and got chatted up by one of the fair people, a guy named Manny. I never asked his age, he was probably mid 20’s. The second night I went back alone. He was there and I got to ride on all the rides free, plus he bought me a few beers.

We ended up back at his caravan. I’d never been kissed like that before, tongue in the mouth. I then felt his hands all over my body; I’d let guys feel my boobs, but never anything below the waist. He was rubbing the front of my pants and I felt like I was floating. When he touched my pussy, it was just pure pleasure. He then went down on me, and I had my first orgasm with somebody else; it was so lovely. I didn’t stop him when he took my panties off and got on top of me. He rubbed his penis through my labia. I almost screamed when I felt him enter me; it was magical. There was no pain, just pleasure, and I had another orgasm moments after he had fully penetrated me.

Even at 18, I knew Manny didn’t have any feelings for me; he just wanted to use my body, especially my pussy, for his enjoyment; and guess what? I didn’t care. I adored the feeling of a man’s cock in my vagina; it was a wonderful sexy feeling. Halfway through the sex he started sucking my breasts; this has become a lifelong love. I recall he started to groan and sped up, his dick going in and out of me very quickly, I felt him cum inside me. He wasn’t wearing any protection, and when I stood up, he laughed at the look on my face as what felt like a gallon of his spunk came rushing out of me and down my legs. I had assumed that the stuff stayed inside the woman’s body; I was so naive.

He asked me to stay for a drink, but I told him I needed to go as it was late. He said no problem; he would drive me home so I could stay a bit longer. I can’t remember what I drank, but it was laced with alcohol. Around half an hour later, I ask him to take me home, and he said sure after another fuck.

Manny then takes my jeans off and bends me over the couch, and enters me again. I was a little sore at first but soon got back into it. This time he was fast and furious; I again sensed I was being used and loved the sensation of my body being used by a man. Afterwards, he drove me home.

I woke up the next day terrified I was pregnant! I remember thinking I would have to commit suicide or run away if I was pregnant. All the previous night’s enjoyment left me in a wave of fear. I decided to go into town to get the morning-after pill I’d heard of. I then went to the bathroom to find I’d come on during the night! I’ve never been so grateful for making a mess in my pijamas.

I don’t regret what I did at just 18 years of age; I had a brilliant first time and got away with it. It’s unfair that if I was male, I would have bragged about losing my virginity within days of becoming legally able to have sex, but due to my circumstances and the times it happened, I had to pretend I was virtuous until I was older. Manny, in the unlikely event you read this, sweetheart, thank you.