19F Cheating is better without protection

He got a minimum wage job and I got financial aid but eventually we ran out of money.

He didn’t like it, but I started working at a strip club at night. We fought all the time over it. I started letting clients touch me if they tip more and then I got fired when I got caught giving a regular client head in the VIP room. I told my bf why they fired me and he broke up with me. But I convinced him that I did it for money so we can pay our bills.

Soon after, we started driving to clients houses and he waited in the car while I went to have sex with men for money. I could tell it killed him but he didn’t say anything. I was seeing about three clients a night and we made good money.

One regular client, the same that got me fired from the strip club asked to fuck me with no condom if he paid more, and I said yes but my boyfriend didn’t know. We had agreed that we would do this only if I use protection. I’m on birth control so I went and fucked the client raw. I like it better without a condom anyway. And if they pay more for it, why not?