Double my age and double the size of my ex

I was secretly attracted to him for over a year but never thought it would come to anything. I was in a relationship with someone else but was unhappy. I eventually got out of that relationship to be on my own but soon found myself with this new guy. Even him visiting me had to be very discreet, which I think added to the desire to meet up with him.

He came over for dinner one time, and I had decided to go for it. I put my foot on his underneath the dining table and just waited. Then he just turned to me and went in for a kiss. It was wonderful! Soon we were all over each other, and he said, “do you want to fuck?”. I did, but I wanted more foreplay. Not long later, we moved to the bedroom. I had only just moved into the flat, and the bed only had a sheet and towel for a cover. The basicness also added to the excitement I think.

From there, things moved fast. He took off some of my clothes, and I helped him remove his. When I saw his large dick, I couldn’t believe it and how gorgeous his body was. I had only once before seen a circumcised penis but his looked much lovelier. I went down on him straight away, still wearing some of my clothes. He was from a different religious and cultural background. He is exactly double my age (I was 21 at the time) and to me, there were so many boundaries and divides being crossed. But I think that all made this moment seem incredible, bridging so many things because we were both open to each other as people, regardless of the age gap. Then we got naked and had the most wonderful sex. Him going down on me was a special moment in my mind as I sometimes find it difficult to let a man go there, so it was good to get over that hurdle. He was much bigger than my ex (with whom I found sex uncomfortable), but he fit me perfectly, and his cock felt amazing inside me, even hitting my A spot.

We tried various positions, and I liked that we were both fairly uninhibited but not wild – lots of kissing, and it felt like more than just sex – there was connection and lovely eye contact. I didn’t orgasm, but I really enjoyed every minute. He didn’t stay. But I found it rather cute that he had to go. I can’t explain it, but I was looking for something unconventional compared with my previous relationship. I definitely didn’t feel like he just wanted a fuck, and actually, things ended up progressing with us. We are no longer together but sometimes he comes over just to talk or cuddle. It might sound dramatic, but I will remember that night fondly for the rest of my life even though im only 22.