If he doesn’t want to I do

“I’m in love with Gabriela” Nathaniel spoke looking into Becca’s sad eyes, she had pulled him aside from the crowd of the party that was loudly going on behind the bed room door.

 

Tears rolled down Becca’s perfectly powdered cheeks,

 

“I’m sorry Becca” Nathaniel said before leaving the room and shutting the door behind him leaving a shocked Becca, she had done everything to make this a special night she wanted to do “it” with him tonight she had spent all day preparing, she loved Nathaniel, she couldn’t breath how could he , how could he do this to her, she let her self fall to the ground next to the bed her arm against it supporting her in an upright position, and she cried, she didn’t care about the party out side or messing up her make up she just lay her head against the bed and cried. Becca herd the door open letting the outside noise come in to the room and shutting it behind them the presents of an unwanted individual in the room

 

“What do you want” Becca said, she had a pretty good idea who it was; it had to be Gabriela coming to try and fix things,

 

“I saw Nathaniel leave the room without you” Becca heard a deep voice belong to Louis Bellstone say

 

She looked up at him

 

“I thought you might need this” he said handing her a vodka tonic

 

Becca stood up and took it from him chugging it down

 

“Thanks” she said sadly in a raspy voice

 

He saw the tears in her eyes, makeup smeared down her face and the black cocktail dress she wore wrinkled

 

“What happened” he asked her softly in his deep sexy voice

 

He wanted to touch her face and wipe away the tear that was rolling down it

 

But he stayed in his spot giving her space he didn’t want to make things worst

 

“I brought him in here so we could finally have sex I was ready to be with him I thought everything with him and Gabriela was over I made sure everything was perfect and he comes in here and tells me he’s in love with Gabriela,” she was talking fast and getting hysterical she tried to calm down and breath, but more tears kept coming

 

“I hate her she has taken everything from me, I hate her I hate her” she was almost screaming, then all of a sudden she was in Louis’s arms

 

she was confused but strangely she felt safe it felt good her relationship with Louis had always been more of a partnership in crime and a friendship, even though he was continually hitting on her she had never thought of him romantically not once but now that she was in his arms she felt good, it was different than being in Nathaniel’s she let herself relax

 

Louis felt her relax in his arms and pulled her even closer to him, he stood quietly and let her cry in to his chest, the scent of her made him feel intoxicated, He let his hands begin to message the part of her back were the dress didn’t cover, the sensual feeling he got when his fingertips met with her soft skin, he had always had feelings for her but now he was losing control. Becca held on to Louis her head laying into his chest she felt his hands messaging her back she was so confused why was Louis able to do this to her his touch sent heat through her body wherever it touched, she pulled away to look at him. Her eyes met his and he could see the confusion in them,

 

He let his hand fall to her cheek

 

“You have me” Louis spoke softly to Becca

 

She smiled at him

 

“I couldn’t lose you if I tried” she tried to laugh

 

“Because you can’t resist me” he said in Husky voice bringing his lips close to her ear

 

“Is that what you think” Becca retorted hotly, a little shiver went down her spine. He smiled to him self knowing the effect he was having on her and moved back.

 

It satisfied him to see that she was getting all hot and bothered over him, and he was going to take it for all it was worth,

 

Becca decided to play with him a little she was starting to feel better,

 

“I was all ready to lose my virginity I was looking forward to it, imagining what it would be like to finally get it over with” she spoke softly pacing back and forth from the bed then stopping in front of Louis,

 

He watched her, moving his eyes up and down her body, she looked up at him and ran a finger from his throat down his chest lightly.

 

He took in a breath and grabbed her hand pulling her to him against his chest, he held her there to him

 

“I could help you out, give you an experience, much better than Nathaniel ever could” He said in a Husky voice his lips touching her ear and breathe hitting her neck, Becca could tell that he wasn’t playing anymore, she felt a sensation running down her neck his breath warm against her neck why was he having this effect on her, she pulled away from him and stood with her back facing him now so he wouldn’t see the confusion written on her face he sounded serious,

 

“Awfully confident” she replied looking back at him like she thought he was kidding

 

Louis was amazed that she hadn’t kicked him out or turned and ran after that comment, he walked up behind her wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her close so her back was pressed to his chest, moving her hair to one side, bringing his lips to her ear.

“I’m Louis Bellstone, of cores I am ” Louis spoke huskily moving her hair to one side, and kissing her neck, starting under her ear and moving down to her collar bone, she leaned into him , he let out a Louis.

 

“I’m taking this as a yes” he said nibbling on her ear.

 

Becca’s mined was all over the place she let out a soft moan as he sucked on a sensitive spot on her neck, she managed to pull herself from him. He looked at her is eyes baring into her

 

“Louis…What is this going to even mean to you” her voice and expression serious eyes meeting his.

 

He looked at her, he had wanted her for so long and now it was about to happen.

 

“More than it would ever mean to Nathaniel” he answered her, Becca looked in his eyes and saw sincerity, he was looking at her as if he would break if she left him, she had never seen him like that, he looked scared, and vulnerable

 

She pulled him to her wrapping her arms around his neck pulling his lips to her’s

 

he ran his fingers through her hair, she depend the kiss her tong messaging his pulling him as close as possible she pulled off his jacket and threw it to the floor, and begun unbuttoning his shirt, as the kiss intensified Louis ran his hands down her back and cupped her ass lifting her up she wrapped her legs around his waist , and he carried her to the bed They fell onto the bed with her on top straddling him, Becca kissed down his neck until she found a spot that drove him crazy and sucked on it bringing her tong to meet the sensitive skin, he let out a deep groan and pulled her against him she loved having this power over him she bit the spot she had been working on and he lost complete control,

 

“You’re driving me crazy” he groaned flipping them over so he was on top

 

“Mmmmm…good” Becca moaned, ripping of Louiss shirt,

 

Louis all but ripped of her dress, tossing it to the ground, he was pleased to see that underneath the dress she was in nothing at all he stared down at her beautiful body and began kissing down her chest taking one of her breast in his mouth she reached down undoing his pants and pulling them off, they looked in each others eyes

 

“Your fucking beautiful Becca” Louis said breathlessly kissing above her eye she couldn’t believe what was happening it was going so fast and it was happening just like she hoped except not with Nathaniel but with Louis, a part of Louis she was sure no other woman that he had ever been with had seen before, not the cocky spoiled self centered boy she normally saw, she didn’t know if she would regret this she didn’t know what would happen next but for once she didn’t care she was going to live in the moment and be spontaneous,

 

“I want you” Becca spoke huskily pulling his face to hers, kissing him deeply. And Wrapping her legs around him,

 

“I want you too” he said huskily intensifying the kiss, as he thrust into her slowly at first

 

He looked deeply into her eyes, watching her face as he thrust deeper and faster into her. Caressing her cheek, Becca met his gaze and she felt on fire, the way he was looking at her made her feel so cherished and loved,

 

“Faster please” she moaned

 

Louis groaned as he sped up, she felt as though she was going to explode, they let out load moans as they came, they lay under the silk sheets in each others arms, Louis held Becca close, kissing her forehead, he looked at her sleeping face, he had never felt this way about anyone before, he had never felt this way before at all, that’s when he realized he was in love, he was in love with Becca White, and that scared the shit out of him, but it was to late to do anything about it now he was to far gone.