My first sex toy.

This is the story of.. How I got my first sexual toy, at first you may think it is embarrassing and unnecessary but…. Oh my god it was one of the best choices I’ve made so far and an experience I want to share with all of you. Maybe you may feel uncertain whether to buy a sex toy or not, but after reading this you will reconsider that opportunity. It is never easy to break the tabu but it is truly worth it. You may wonder how I considered this possibility or maybe why, you can even find this funny because it kinda is, it all started because I realized something…

Being single sucks, you may think it is something pretty normal and sometimes great because you can hook up with whoever you want… but when you’re an introvert, it doesn’t work like that. It has always been hard for me to get/keep in touch with people, to start conversations with girls, to even holler at them without feeling weird and by weird I mean stupid.

Plus, I’m not into relationships, I don’t like them because… mm mmm let’s just say I don’t because right now that ain’t important, however, I do like sex…. But guess what? I’m a virgin, so yeah. I’m always horny and craving a tight, wet pussy but all I get is my hand and some lube. Sad? Yes.

It’s sad, I know. And if you didn’t think about it that way when you first started reading let me tell you… you are a liar. You have no idea how much I’ve craved a tight pussy around my dick. How long I’ve dreamed of having sex since I was 13. I would watch those porn vid and I’d jerk off at least 3 times in a row.

You may wonder how I am able to jerk off so many times, truth is… I have no idea, it seems like my dick doesn’t get tired, it’s always ready for something but… nothing ever happens. I don’t consider myself ugly, I may be a little skinny but that’s it.

 Every morning I wake up and my boner is there, waiting for me to stroke it softly. Most of the times I have wet dreams and wake up to find out I was fucking my pillow, or I had one hand squeezing my length.

But I chose to change that. I wouldn’t jerk off to my pillow or my hand ever again. It happened a week ago, when I decided I wouldn’t use my hand anymore, or at least not that much… main reason why I decided to buy a new toy. However, I didn’t know anything about sexual toys or so, and I wouldn’t ask my friends for a piece of advice, they would probably make fun of me and I ain’t about that life, you know. Since I know y’all will think I am a dumb ass, that’s enough for me.

So I resorted to use everybody’s best friend: internet. I could navigate for hours watching porn or sex gifs which aroused me. In those researches I’ve been to many sexual forums where they would discuss what were the best sex toys, and masturbation technics, how to extend your ecstasies and even how to cum a lot. So all I needed to do was to come back to those blogs and look for recommendations.

I turned my computer on, after a few minutes I found a forum which seemed to be legit. I needed to sing up in order to ask something so… I did it.

“Anonboy asked: “Is there any sexual toy you truly recommend? I’m a boy and this would be my very first sexual toy so I would like to try something lit, I don’t have much money so please, nothing above 30 bucks or else I won’t be able to buy it.”

I typed in and waited a few minutes. I started getting anxious because I wasn’t getting any proper answer. I would refresh the website but no notification would pop out. I was about to delete my dumb ass question when something caught my eye. I refreshed the website again and I couldn’t believe my eyes, it was there, almost twelve notifications about my question, some of them were likes but others answer. I started reading with eager eyes.

Have you ever asked something and got another question in return? Because that just happened and I was puzzle, like… why on earth would they ask me if I was a virgin or not? It was just a fucking toy, literally speaking so it wasn’t any important information, at all. Some of those questions were:

“sexgurl: Are you a virgin, bae?

Xxsexboy: what kind of toys do you like?

Girlystuff: do you enjoy anal sex?”

Sex_ed: what about touching yourself with your bare hands? You could use your feet as well.”

 

 

I could go on and on about those awkward questions which made me feel uncomfortable. But I needed answers so I kept refreshing and scrolling, it seemed like my post was gaining reputation and so many up votes it kind of made me feel cool, like if was my first time on control. However I wasn’t getting the answers I was expecting to, actually I started getting bored and frustrated till a sentence caught my attention.

“you’ve got a new inbox.”

I bit my lower lip, wishing with all my heart it wasn’t another dick pic or a weird shemale offering her advice, which included fucking her ass. I hesitated about a little bit and finally clicked on it.

swxxtgxrl sent you a message:

Hi! How are you doing? I think I’ve got the right answer for your post, let me know if you’re interested. Xoxo.

I blinked a couple times, didn’t know whether I should answer or not. I sighed, shrugging lightly, I didn’t have anything to lose.

“Yes, please.”

“Okay! Go to amazon and look for “mangasm sexflesh” you may like it. It feels pretty natural and boys seem to like it very much.”

Finally I had an answer which actually satisfied my needs, its name was funny. “Mangasm” was a word that almost made me cry when I first read it, maybe it was one of the main reasons why I’m alone, however I googled it as she asked me to, went to amazon and found myself with a perfect shaped vagina and even a little hole which surely was the anus.  There were so many comments and a lot of people talking about it.

“Try before you buy” just isn’t really a viable option for this type of product. And then, there are those banners on their site that say “8 million men can’t be wrong”.

“Talk about adding some variety to your sex life—the options are almost overwhelming.”

“Fleshlight” is not just a generic term for any sex toy for guys. It is a premium brand name that carries its own distinct history, reputation, and loyal following.”

I kept scrolling and making my way down, gezzz, people really like this kind of weird stuff so this may be really good.

TIP: Finding deals and sales: We have so many new products you may find interesting, please take your time and enjoy yourself, you won’t regret it. It is worth it.

There were so many types and different shapes I didn’t know where to click, man, I was so curious.

Fleshlight V-Stroker              Fleshlight ICE

Fleshlight STU                      Fleshlight GIrls

Fleshlight Sleeves               Fleshlight Girls Euro

Fleshlight SIAC                   Fleshlight Freaks

Fleshlight ORGY                Fleshlight Blade/ Vibro

The sexual gratification that owning a Fleshlight gives you is similar to having a real partner, with the only difference that you can have sex whenever YOU decide, you’re in total control and can express your sexuality all the time, night and day wherever you are… So this meant I could pacify my extreme sexual desires always fucking me up. I would have a sexual partner those lonely mornings where a boner would appear on my pajamas.

 

It looked pretty good to me, tight… but wet? Who knows, maybe it would hurt because even if it was perfect shaped it may be too sore and hurt. So I read through the comments, some of them were indicating how you needed to be pretty wet or else use a good lube or else it would irritate your penis. I bit my lower lip while thinking; a little research wouldn’t hurt anybody, right? So I went to my favorite porn web site and looked for masturbation videos involving those kind of sexual toys, the one I was about to buy. I wanted each penny to count on satisfaction; I didn’t like losing money, not at all. There’s a quote a really like when I’m masturbating and my penis starts to hurt.

“…when pain is over, the remembrance of it often becomes a pleasure.”

But at that time… Boy I didn’t think so. So I kept reading to see if something would be able to catch my attention again.

 

“You know what? Sex toys deliver all pleasure all the time – for you and your partner. Discover the world’s best-selling male masturbators from Fleshlight and TENGA, pick a penis pump to get harder for longer, and explore the hidden depths of prostate play and full-body orgasms. Our Male Sex Toy Guides help you choose the right toy.”

Hmmm interesting, may I give it a shot?