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It is difficult to know when a man’s sexuality begins, certainly when we amamatados get some kind of sexual satisfaction.

In the first a_os of my life, as far as I can remember, I remember that amused me with a solitaire game where I introduced a finger around the penis, and moving rotationally, I produced an extraordinary sensual pleasure, and until that child I used to get that tail, reached a higher volume of a normal situation. Naturally was nothing more than a pleasant situation that could last without completing any kind of relaxation, but anyway I think you could consider sexual satisfaction.

must have six a_os when I played doctors with a little neighbor, and to see, touch, and especially smell her sex, I also produced a degree of excitement, that while was less than fully realized, if he could increase tama_o my penis and accelerate my circulation, creating me a new pleasure, which had to a_adir the curiosity of doing something forbidden.

Serious at the early age of a_os eleven o’clock when I had the first ejaculation.

It was an unforgettable experience for the pleasure and fear that caused me. For some time excited I am watching me photographs of girls in ba_ador. All served me, trading of movie, magazine, etc … At that time had come home to serve a village girl who was about twenty-five or twenty-six a_os. It was something brunette with curly hair, very fair skin and body very well trained; his face was neither pretty nor ugly, but I had a mole on his cheek that gave charm. The look was so pervasive that he read your thoughts; and had an energy and activity so arranged that made imperative at home.

As we did not have enough bedrooms, and I was still very ni_o, we were put to sleep together, so at night, I saw when he undressed and remained in panties before her nightgown. I was fascinated to see those stuffed thighs as shapely, but was no more than a platonic fascination since I was not even man and just used the bed sleeping; He also had a free hand to educate and often gave me a slap and I brandished a belt if he disobeyed in anything or showed reluctance to the toilet, so we had a deep respect and fear.

But it was as I said to the eleven a_os when, in solitude ba_o quarter, and the photo of an actress in ba_ador, I started menosearme the penis. He was used to seeing it grow with these caresses, but that day, the more I played, but grew and the greater the pleasure she derived, so the massage was growing and growing in speed and agresibidad, until in a moment felt such pleasure that I vision blurred, thought I was peeing, and a milky and high viscosity liquid was spilled on my hand.

The shock was tremendous, I had no idea it could be that neither the serious consequences that could acarrearme. The penis quickly lost his erection and began to look at me to convince me that was full.

I was scared, I wash my hands and completely ASEE not a trace of anything, and quickly take the decision not to tell anyone what had happened to me. I thought if he noticed something extra_o take me to the doctor and I would make new.

So spend a day with the fear back, but the second, and without that I’d thought nothing special mention, again I felt the desire to touch me like that again, unable to contain myself I did, and I returned to the same thing happen . Again the tremendous shock and the subsequent repentance, and again the same reflections.

It was not until the third or fourth time, to hear the conversation of a major in college, I started to spin ropes and understand something of what was happening to me.

I realized that was normal, and entered a new phase of my life. Like a sponge, eager for knowledge, I began to soak up information from everywhere, some good and some bad, but most important was that I had gone the fear of the unknown, and so, day after day, he repeated the operation masturbating solo.

Imagination, increasingly seeking new open erotic themes, and the vision of Manuela at night when the nightgown was coming down, I had become obsessed to the point that when I turned off the light and thought her asleep, snuggled me to touch my penis erect with her and abandon the pleasure it gave me.

Sometimes I even thought to be asleep and that basically enjoyed my furtive caresses.

One night I fell asleep while keeping my body stuck literally at your back, and sue_os felt such a sense of taste, without doing anything about it, leave your nightgown and thigh completely stained with my pollution.

The reaction was swift, got up, my name pork and other niceties. It was clean, and returned with that belt I knew before. I leave the back fully marked to whip them without out a sigh of my mouth, fearing that my parents woke up and found out what happened, but the tears were all a source.

When I calmed down, we went back to bed and told me that this time I would not say anything. But two nights later, I was in a completely different mood, and before bed, I stroked his penis and I wonder if you had a hard time when he was excited. I said yes, and the answer to his touch was an immediate erection.

That poor thing I said is that these bags have something left over to you and must be removed

Thus began the task of masturbating, and in a few segindos ejaculated leaving his hands full of seminal fluid.

It was clean with pa_o and then I am filled with caresses and kisses had never known, then we went to bed and it was she who hugged me, and our bodies were rubbed into the darkness of the bedroom until I felt panting quietly, and after a drowning sighs, he relaxed, and we were asleep.

Manuela had a boyfriend who came twice a week to court. Salian to the movies or dancing, and returned after dark. Surprised once embraced them in the darkened doorway as he returned, and passed on as if he had not recognized.

No later to realize these coincidences in the mood swings of Manuela. These days out with her boyfriend gave him a lively and dynamic spirit, he became more tolerant, and this will last until the next day, but then again became the dominant and demanding person propinaba me severely beaten by the smallest things.

Gradually sexual relationship that had started in the bedroom, it became firmer, and one night we got to complete intercourse. It was really wonderful. She ense_o me everything I needed to know and take advantage of the inexhaustible well that I represented, as it was almost permanent state of erection, but the other side of this situation so pleasant, were the constant changes in her character; as soon we were making love, and discharged his anger and agresibidad dandome sovereign beatings with that leather belt, which comes to fear like the representation of all the forces of evil.

When I was on the eve of having the period, it became more aggressive, and they disappeared from my back never cruel marks.

An armed day of value, I decided to hide that diavolico belt again not to use it against me, but not if the remedy was worse than the disease, because it did increase his anger and used a shoe that had the flat sole (so they called the leather), and the pain that produced me blows on the bare back far exceeded that of the belt. Useless were my prayers nor tears pouring springs, he did not calm down until he kept hitting me. Then as night approached and was turning more mellow and finally forgave my lack, often even I knew that had been to.

In bed, the story was very different: kisses, caresses, and my young surgia powerful nature making me forget everything that was not that sexy time; and so, we were making love ’til you drop, and the next ma_ana even wake up with an erection.

But the excesses somehow eventually paid, and so I started to lose weight and energies, and my parents, seeing how skinny I was staying, decided to take me to the doctor to find out what happened to me.

I wanted never to reveal the cause of my wear, and even passing shame, leave them in the belief that this was the product of excessive masturbation. It cost me a severe reprimand and having to put a lot of moralistic advice, but that served also as a warning to Manuela, who since then dosed something else and I started to take care of to eat a lot and well, and this started to become for me a_adido another ordeal.

Two a_os harder my relationship with Manuela, she finished cutting her boyfriend, and eventually went to work abroad, but this time so full of bittersweet experiences leave marked my life and sexual behavior for the future. Since then sex, humiliation and torture formed in my uniform package that would travel with me the rest of my life.