I’m his free little whore

A few months ago, I got hooked on a guy who treats me like a free whore. At first, he was nice and super romantic, so I fell for him—but then he stopped, and I can’t forget him. For months now, he’s stopped actually talking to me. He only texts me around 4 AM, drunk, high, just to use me for a bit. I never answered at that hour, or I’d snap at him. I told him multiple times I wanted to go on an actual date, do something cool together. He’d say “yeah, sure” and then disappear. Months went by without us meeting up until I finally fought with him and told him not to look for me anymore. We didn’t talk for two months. But I missed him like crazy.

Friday night, I had some wine and at midnight I sent him a nude out of nowhere. He said he was heading to a party and couldn’t see me. Fine. I showered, did my skincare, put on my pajamas, went to bed. At 5:30 AM, I wake up to a call from him. I answer and say I’m sleeping. He starts texting me that he wants to pick me up. I see he’d been calling and texting since 4 AM. I thought about it for a minute and decided to go. He told me to stay over at his place, that we’d spoon, blah blah. So I went.

We got there, made out, he stripped me. He fucked my pussy with a condom—it felt good, but I couldn’t come. I was nervous. I missed him so much. So I told him to just finish (he was waiting for me). He came, rolled over, and started snoring. Didn’t even try to make me get off. Nothing. I rolled over and fell asleep. Then I woke up and we were spooning. Started playing with his dick. He didn’t have any more condoms, so I jerked him off for a while, got on all fours so he could jerk himself off looking at my pussy and asshole. He’d run his finger over me, sometimes slip it inside one of my holes, but clearly had no interest in making me come. In the end, he came all over my ass, right along the edge of my hole, while I pulled my cheeks apart with my hands so he could see everything and shoot right near my asshole.

He didn’t eat my pussy, didn’t jerk me off, didn’t finger me. Just grabbed some paper towel, wiped me off, and went back to sleep.

I wake up again with him spooning me. Feel him get hard. I reach my arm back and start rubbing his dick against my wet pussy, then against the rim of my asshole. I let him slip just the tip inside my pussy raw for a bit, then rub it against my asshole again, then back inside my pussy for a while. Then I grab his dick—it’s super wet because I’m soaking wet—and line it up right against my asshole and let him push in slowly, raw. You should’ve heard this man moan. He held me so tight, my whole ass and back pressed against his body, both of us lying on our sides, while he groped my tits. God, I missed his smell, his skin, his touch, the way he chokes me, kisses me, spits in my mouth, the way he grabs my ass, the way my huge tits almost fit in his hand.

He pushed all the way into my ass, slow. At that moment, I thought I might finally come because it felt so good. But I tried to shift position a little, open my legs so I could touch myself while he fucked my ass—but his dick isn’t big enough for the giant ass I’ve got, so it kept slipping out. So I stopped trying and just let him go balls-deep in my ass and come inside me. Obviously he didn’t warn me. Because you can’t get any lower than that. I spent the whole day leaking his cum and thinking about him.

He got up, went to shower. Didn’t offer to let me shower. When he came out of the bathroom, I said I’d call an Uber. I was hoping he’d offer to drive me home, but he just said: “Okay.” And I said, “That’s so tacky, you’re not going to take me?” He laughed and said he would if I wanted. So we went. It’s the bare minimum. I spent the night/morning being his free prostitute—I’m not paying for an Uber on top of that.

And yeah, I think I have a death wish or some really intense self-destructive thing inside me, because this whole situation turned me on in a sick way. I feel humiliated, and at the same time I want to do it again until he’s completely drained. I know I’m not going to be his fuck buddy. I’m not going to be his girlfriend. But at least I’m going to be his free little whore until I get tired of it (or he does).