My best friend fucked my 18 yo son and the worst part is I actually got incredibly turned on knowing it.

I’m a 38 year old single mother and my 18 year old son is living with me. After my divorce I’ve been incredibly lonely and sexually frustrated and so I became involved in a support group with a bunch of other lonely women around my age. Most of them were also divorced but a few were actually lonely housewives trapped in loveless marriages. One of them who was also Asian and so we became very close friends and about a month ago, while she was over at my house, something inexplicable happened. At the time I was preparing to cook but I realized I had forgotten something and so I decided to go to the supermarket and she was left alone with my son who was playing video games in hisroom. At first I thought about sending my son to the supermarket but he just got his driver’s license and I was worried that he wouldn’t be able to drive confidently and so I went by myself. This best friend of mine is very trustworthy and also she seems to adore my son. Ever since she met him she has been gushing over him and telling me how much she wished that she had an Eurasan son just like him, and so I wasn’t worried. My son mostly stayed in his room and didn’t really interact with me and my friend. But this time it was different.

About an hour I returned home (it went a little bit longer than I had expected) and then I saw that my son had now joined my friend in the living room and he was literally beaming with energy and excitement. My friend somehow looked tired and her voice seemed to be shaking when she spoke. Also her hair seemed disheveled and so was her attire. Her sun dress looked more corrugated and than crimped than before, like she had taken them off, crushed the fabrics under something and then dressed back in a hurry. There was a certain chemistry between them that it was impossible not to notice. I didn’t know what exactly went on between them but I knew something was off. While we were cooking dinner my son was there the entire time, which also was unusual and he seemed very chatty, much more chatty than I had ever remembered him to be.

After dinner we drank wine and even my son wanted some wine which I gave him just alittle bit and the whole time my son was sitting right next to her, and just glued to her like a pet. We watched some movies together and my son was sitting next to her and he was literally putting his arms around her and I told my son to behave himself but then my friend told me not to worry and that she actually loved it. At some scene she even started crying and she leaned her head into my son’s chest which really weirded me out.

I told my best friend maybe we are all getting tired and we should get some rest, but the thing was she had drank lots of wine and there was no way that I could let her drive back in this condition. It was either calling a taxi or letting her stay for the night, and which to my utter surprise, seemed to get my son even more excited. His excitement was palpable in his gestures, and even his voice seemed different, and he was telling me, “Please let her stay, mom! Please please!”

I drank a lot of wine myself and so I decided to go to sleep and my best friend slept in the guest room which was adjacent to my son’s room. I was very tired but during the very early monring, around 4 AM, I started hearing noises in the kitchen and I went to go check. My room is upstairs and my son’s room and the guest room are on the first floor and so is the kitchen, and I tiptoed all the way before I went down the stairs from where I could see the kitchen and I saw my friend completely naked, with a dog collar and a leash around her neck, crawling around on the kitchen floor, and my son was holding the leash, and my son was using very nasty language, like slut, cunt, bitch, cum dump and she seemed to be enjoying this. I was absolutely horrified. I wanted to scream at her. I wanted to rush downstairs and excoriate her, but then something else hit me. This is actually a good thing. My son has been so lonely and everyday he has been cloistered in his room playing video games and watching porn it may be better for him to have a real woman to play with instead. On several occasions, I have in the past walked in my son’s room and found him masturbating and I know his computer is filled with porn, maybe it’s not a bad thing that he is now attracted to this older slut.

I stood there absolutely stupidified and my mind was racing and I was watching what they were doing. My son was holding a leather belt and he was hitting the woman’s bare buttocks and she was whimpering like she was enjoying it. After that my son sat in a chair and the woman was dancing in front of him. She was doing a striptease dance and I was honestly surprised at how good she was. The most important thing is that I don’t want my son to get hurt, and I don’t want this woman to take advantage of my son. Honestly I felt bad for her, but I was also turned on, knowing that my son is so attractive.

In fact, about a week ago I invited this friend over again and pretended to go to sleep early, which worked because after a while I heard noises coming out of my son’s bedroom. She was moaning quite load and I even masturbated myself a bit while I spied on them. I started thinking if I should invite my other friends to come over and fuck my son

Any thoughts on whether it’s wrong for me to like watching my son get fucked by my friend?